Your Laughter

#Chapter51 Your Laughter

he was here

he instandly got in front of me grabbing both of my hands as I looked down fighting my tears .

/"who /"

I sniffed still looking down .until his hands reached up to cup my face and make me look at him by turning my hand by my jaw .

/"baby .. tell me, who was it?/"

I grabbed the pencil I wanted to write but I was shaking so bad and I couldn’t see through the tears that kept falling .

before I knew it Jongin had already pulled me closer to cry against him once more .

/" 'm s-sca-rdd /"

/" it’s ok .. don't worry I won't leave you again ok just calm down /" he pattened my back and it made me sniff a few times because alltho he was comforting me so well I couldn’t help but feel the urge to cut again .

but Jongin can't see ,he'll be disappointed and hurt.

but I needed it so bad right now

/" I'm just going to call Chanyeol and tell him to bring food ok?/"