Begging

#Chapter2 Begging

Drrring

Drring

The lockers closed most of them with a loud bang , students where running to their class some faster some slower while I took my gum out sticking it to one of the lockers as I turned around the corner facing the now almost empty halls .

Those few who were left were cursing and rushing before ending up running just to their class after all .

How you can let your life be controlled by school, numbers that are written on pages which everyone complains about when mostly they are silently proud of it.

Proud of numbers ..

.. I will never understand it .

The door to the music class wasn't even closed when I got there. It was still slightly agape, so I used the chance and got into it .

To my surprise it didn't look like a normal class would, everyone was being loud and even the teacher was talking to a few of the students a few of them sitting and talking, some of them using small instruments testing and eperimenting on them but i frowned at all of them in disgust .

Nothing more I wanted but to just turn around and take another smoke. Chat was planning on having a sweet talk with one of the new bar owners at the other end of the town and i wanted to be there but no .that bitch had to start blackmailing me .

Mr. Huangs eyes landed on me .and he smiled coming closer .

/"Mr.kim !/" He stretched his hand out happily but I only looked at it not impressed neither bothered .

/"Mr.hungdabum whatever ../" I spat and I could see his smile fading as he fixed his glasses .

/"ah , yes I have been informed about you and your behaviour ..or rather .. warned /" he whispers the last part while walking away probably expecting me to follow, he was a short men short but not skinny .lost almost all his hair .the top was bald but his side's weren't which just makes his appearance seem more laughable to me.

/"here. have a seat, kyungsoo has been waiting for you /" he still smiled pointing to the back of the left side expectantly .

/"great /" I imitated his friendly voice .

/"Mr.kim I have been informed about your history and your behaviour but there is a line /" he now pointed his finger at me warningly at which I could only raise my own hand pointing with my own finger at him as I imitated him

/"that's what they always say /" God I love pissing teachers off .seeing the urge to hit me in their eyes and then the anger because the rules forbids them to . Was just the best .

Smirking to myself I turned to the left to find that stupid boy when my eyes landed on a fucking huugee guy .

I stared in shock when he ran his long fingers through his curled beard adjusting his cap and obviously not minding me when he was busy testing the guitar . No way that's him right ?

/"Hey /" I called him and he looked up frowning at me .

/"are you kyungsoo /"

He laughed at that looking back onto his guitar to continue while still laughing silently .

/"no /"

Now it was my turn to frown because I didn't get why the hell that was funny .

/"kyungsoo /" I looked up to see a tiny guy smiling brightly at me as he neared me with a waving hand .

/"I'm kyungsoo /"

I took a moment looking over him

/"how old are you?/" He looked like 12 .

/"I'm 17 you peanut !/" He punched my arm offended .Peanut ? I've been called a lot if things , motherfucker, screw up, brat, asshole even little shit when I was younger but never have I been called peanut

/"so are you my new partner/" I can't say his excitement doesnt annoy me.

/"unfortunately ../"I mutterd looking over him, he only laughed at that fixing his fucking harry potter glasses stroking his messy dark hair aside from his forehead well messy .. it looked soft tho... healthy. Even tho I smoke and all that shit my hair always seemed healthier than others but his was just like mine and why am I thinking about this .

/"so what's your name ?.. don't you want to introduce yourself ?/" He happily walked back to his seat looking expectantly at me as he parttens the seat besides him . He was like a child ..

I hate children .

/"look I don't want to .. be mean .. actually let me get to the point .

I can already tell you're going to be this annoying person and I hate them. So let's just get this project over with /" he looked at me for a moment .and I was actually afraid he might start crying with his huge owl likely eyes .

But to my surprise he started laughing showing me his bright teeth and full cheeks when his eyes went smaller yet I could tell they weren't small .Even when he laughed like that .

Why am I even thinking about this ?

/"you're honest I like it /" he started again /"but we have this project together so let's try and make the best out of this so .. /" he stood up again stretching his hand out to me as he stopped in front of me /"my names kyungsoo and you are ? ../"

/"fuck off /" seems like he doesn't understand what my point was ..

/"well then fuck off why don't we start discussing our topic ?/"

He just took my hand shaking it with both of his before pulling me to the seats to sit down besides him .

/"well I was first thinking that we could do a fast song but then again you're a pianist so we should do something slow to fit to the pian-/"

/"what are you even talking about?/" I shushed him and he looked at me with his big eyes again as if he didn't understand .

/"the project ?/" I frowned as he said that ,looking around to see everyone testing instruments and talking laughing and some of them singing softly

/"what the hell is this project about!?/"

/"writing your own song?/"

The halls were quiet when I came stomping through them .no other pupils were around as I looked through the windows of the classrooms trying to find that bitch that send me to the greatest pain in my ass

/"fuck off ! Hey fuck off wait!/" That stupid boy kept running after me. And it was just worsening the rage inside of me .

/"fuck off-/"

/"stop calling me that !/" I yelled back at him turning to glare as he stopped aswell pursing his lips innocently ,i rolled my eyes continuing my journey which was cut off as soon as he opened his mouth again .

/"peanut !/"

I growled like an animal turning around and ready to punch that stupid smile off his face as i grabbed onto the collar of his shirt causing his eyes to squeeze shut .

/"jongin !/" I turned, finally Mrs.Xiao stood there with wide eyes as she rushed forward getting between us and pushing kyungsoo back in panic since she knew there was no way she could push me.

/"a-are you ok ?/" She looked over him fixing his collar and checking his throat for bruises .. as well as on the hands and side of his head .. like a mother which made me frown,

he nodded his head biting his bottom lip in shame

/"what's wrong with you !?/" She turned to me again pointing her finger dangerously at me as she stepped closer

/"what's wrong with you !/" I shot back and she inhaled angrily turning back around

/"go back to class kyungsoo /"

He hesitated just looking at her in his actual serious expression .it made him look so different to be honest.

But eventually he just turned around and left like she told him to only carefully eyeing us from over his shoulder.

/"you didn't tell me I had to write a song with .. that /" I pointed at the empty space where tiny freak had been standing .

/"I told you it's a project in music what did you expect ?/"

/"Mozart?/"

Again her eyes closed and she sucked in a breath looking behind her in annoyance.

/"this won't take long ok you will just write a song with him, practise that a few times and then do the folder about an artist that you chose and the genre you chose /"

I just ended up staring at her as she said that .

/"I have to do what now ? How long do we have time ?/"

/"23th of april and he wil-/"

/"23TH OF APRIL !?/"she's got to be kidding ? I'm not hearing right /"that's like a month! , more than a month ! Do you expect me to hang around with him for a month !?/"

No way no way in hell I will do that !

/"just a few weeks-/"

/"I will never get back ! I'm not doing this i have better things to do/" I skipped her walking away with no regrets I don't care . I won't hang around with that boy for over a month because of some stupid project .what will chat think of me if he saw me with that pussy ? Or dieg and sye they will send me away and I will lose it all .my perfect illusion .. it would be gone

/"like what stealing drugs ?or hiding them ?/" She spoke again and I stopped turning around to face her .

/"you think you know everything don't you ?but you know nothing ok so why don't you return to your stupid class and mind your own fuckinv business /" she slapped me hard across my cheeks and my eyes widened at that .

This was her second outburst and it completely left me speechless this time .

/"I may not know everything but I know that what you're doing right now .. living this way is wrong, and I rather not let you die in prison for once you get caught. I understand that you have problems from the family but so does this boy. Unlike you tho ,he doesn't give up and I'm trying to help you not to give up too !/" He breathed heavy and pricing the ground for a little when I was quiet. Probably to gather her words because she now continued /"I know everyone handles their problems differently.. and I know it wasn't easy for you but destroying yourself further isn't going to help you trust me ./"

I swallowed silently looking over her eyes /"why the fuck do you care /"

She only blinked at that pressing her lips together before looking away

/"fine, do what you want.. I don't care. You don't want to change .. fine .You're old enough.

just don't harm kyungsoo then /"

With that she cleared her throat fixing her top before heading back to class and yelling for them to be quiet so she could continue .

Something about this was suspicious . I don't know what she meant with him having problems aswell and most of all I didn't understand why she cared so much . I'm an asshole, she should be busy with hating me and not helping me .

And what was all that motherly act she put on him ?