(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

i havent seen the boy ever since that day .he didnt text me neither show up to annoy me .

not that i was looking for him or anything but he wasnt in the park either .

there wasnt even much time left to finish this stupid project that seemed so important to him .and where was he ?

i dont care anyway right . Why do i even waste my time thinking of this bullshit .

its just that stupid picture . his background i cant get it out of my head the more i thought of it the more i dont think he only seemed familiar because his smile was similar to the pricks one .

i know him from somewhere else but i dont know where .and then whenever i think of the picture i think of the tattoo on the pricks wrist ..

as much as i hate it . i had to admit it fit to him.

i thought it was just another boring and useless little part of my life .

On the plate