(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

Something tickled my nose when I got pulled out of my dream .

I turned around scratching my nose only now noticing how hard my bed was. And there was a breeze .. wind ?

Confused I opened my eyes slowly blinking.

Instantly i flinched back when I noticed how close I was to his face .

/"shit /" I cursed sitting up and looking around . I could see that it was now day again .

Turning around kyungsoo was seriously ? Still asleep .

/"hey !/" I called him and he groaned turning away pulling MY jacket over his shoulder .

/"yah ! Wake up you little prick /" I yelled again pulling my jacket away from him .

/"what ?/" He asked confused blinking turedly as he held his head .

/"we fell asleep .. on MY car ! /" I grabbed through my pockets searching for my phone until I got a gripp of it and quickly pulled it out .

Going