(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

My eyes shot open and I straightened myself when I felt kyungsoos arms around me disappear as he got ripped away from my arms .

He landed on the ground and cried out from the pain . My eyes landed on the woman .. his mother probably, it was the same woman that appeard when he had his first seizure .

She wore an angry expression glaring down at him as I got to down besides his curled in form as he sat on his knees clutching his stomach .

/"what the fuck is wrong with you !?/" I yelled at her when she tried to get me away and charged her hand for a slap

Her glare stabbed into my eyes now but I was making sure not to lose as i glared full forcely back .

His head rose as he turned to look at me so I decided to look at him aswell before he turned to her .

/"no one .. I .. I don't know him /"

/"bullshit /" she spitt to the ground

I follow