(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

/"Why?/" I asked with frown originally I had thought his father was the one causing his bruises but I guess I never really believed in it. And he always talked about his brother so I just blamed that guy but when his father isn't the one and his brother neither ?

/"m-my dad didn't want ... me so I guess he left and since 2 years now my brother has left to go after him but they found my dads body last year so .. i .. i guess drey will return soon /" he smiled sadly so drey was the name of his brother . He's been mumbling this name a lot in his dreams and it had me wonder who it was .

But 2 years .. something about this was just not feeling .. I don't know what to think of that .

/"how old were you when he left .. your dad ? /"

He bit bis Bottom Lip and i could Tell despite him Loving to Talk.. this was hard .

What do you feel ?