(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

/"tadaaa !!/" Kyungsoo exclaimed putting the cake down onto the table.

With a bright smile taking over his lips and it made me smile myself as I watched him look over the uneven cake which we both had worked on the whole night .

It looked like someone had thrown the cake down the stairs and somehow tried to unsuccessfully fix it

/"wait ! Of course /" he lightly hit his forehead disappearing into the kitchen again and I heard a few noises of him searching around before he came back with 2 sparkling sugar pencil thingies

/"how about welcome back ? Or we missed you no that's weird since I bearly know her or thanks for taking me in or-/"

/"would you slow down /" I groaned sitting down in front of the cake and he smiled apologic before he grinned biting his lips to think it over .

Not the right time