(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

I looked at her shocked cause of her sudden appearance . I haven't even heard the sound of the front door opening, how has she gotten in here so quiet and fast??.

Most importantly .. what happened ?

She looked like a skeleton,coverd in bruises and fucked up smeard make up .

I turned my head slightly to kyungsoo who was twice as shocked as me probably because of the condition she was in .

/"m-mum?/" He took a step foreward just as she did aswell but she tripped and fell into his arms . She was about as tall as him so it wasn't a problem.

I just stayed put as he sat on the ground with her leaning against him .

/"mum /" he called again and she swollowed Looking up at me . No glaring at me .

/"what's that Bastard doing here ?/" She spat but I couldn't even shoot anything back with her looking so pitiful. I'm may be an asshole but I know there's a line .

Another guy