Chapter5

#Chapter5

Sick

I woke up again in our dorm room, I was in the crib and I have a PJ on instead of my school uniform. I was still not feeling well, my stomach really really hurt.

I looked up and saw I was alone in the room, nothing new these days. I got up and called for Dimitri and yes I called Dimitri not daddy, I refuse to call him that. He knows how much I hate being slapped or bruised, I have very low pain intolerance and my mother used to slap and bruise me all the time.

He come to the room, he look guilty and he don't correct me for calling him by his name. He pick me up and take me to the bathroom, he's drawing a bath for me but I stop him

/"I don't want a bath, I'm too tired can I take a shower....sir/" ~Sophia

/"Okay baby come here/" he says and take me toward the shower, he do a quick job of washing me, I see his eyes wondering over to all the bruises HE left on me.

After my shower and being dressed in other set of pj , he take me in his hand and get a blood bottle ready for me. This will do in place of food and my need for blood. I try to take it from his hands but he refuse and put it close to my mouth, I drink the whole thing while keeping my arms crossed on my chest. Usually I'll hold his hand or play with his shirt, I love it when he pet me or call me good girl while drinking it but today I wanted nothing of that.

After I'm done he set me up and slap my back gently a few times till I burp, I try to get away but he stop me /" baby girl you'll get stomach will ache if you keep it in/" ~Dimitri

After I burp he let me go and I jump off his lap /"can I watch TV sir/" I ask wanting to get away from him.

He look sad, like he's expecting me to ask for hugs and cuddles yeah right!!

/"Your bed time is in one hour you can watch till then/" ~Dimitri

Usually we cuddle before bed or play or he'll read me story. I go toward the living room and turn the TV on, I don't put it on cartoon as I usually do, and I chose friends.

I'm halfway through the movie when Dimitri come out from our bedroom, he's freshly showered and wearing only sweats. /"Baby time for....Sophia what are you watching/" he ask with this look in his face, like he was expecting something else again.

/"Friends/" was my simple reply.

/"Okay baby let's put you in bed/" he says and offer me a hand, I don't take it, I skip in front of him toward the bedroom.

He goes toward the bed and lift the covers /"you wanna sleep with daddy tonight/" he ask and I shake my head no, it's me who usually beg to sleep with him.

I go stand next to my crib and wait for him to come and lift me in. He let a sigh out and come to tug me in. /"Good night printsessa/" he kiss my forehead, I mumble a night back and close my eyes pretending to be asleep right away.

My sleep was invaded with nightmares, I woke up screaming and crying around three am. I'm trashing in bed, when the lights go on and I see Lucca in our bedroom holding a gun same as Dimitri.

They scare me even more and I go back to screaming, I scream till my throat goes horse and I lose my voice. There are too many people in our bedroom now, Tasha and Timmy are here, Vincent too.

Dimitri is holding me but I want down, I want away from him, he's trying to comfort me but he's scaring me more and more with his shouting and yelling.

/"My prince I think you're scaring her/" Lucca says in a low voice.

/"What do you want me to do she won't stop crying/" Dimitri yell back making me cry even more.

/"Can I have her/" came Timmy voice and I do grabby hand for him.

/"Those hooligans are scaring you with all there screaming aren't they/" ~Timmy

I nod and he carry me away, from them , we go in to what's supposed to be my room but I never sleep there, it got all my toys there we made it into a play room for me. He walk around while singing me a lullaby, I close my eyes and fall asleep on Timmy’s shoulder.

Next time I woke up I was in Dimitri’s bed, I can hardly breath, and his grip on me is too tight. I start squirming need some air, the second he let me go I take a deep breath, it felt like he was trying to suffocate me.

My throat is still sore and he it hurt and itch, I have a slight headache and I don't feel well at all. I start crying, I'm sick I hated being sick back at home since mom refused to take care of me and now Dimitri is being all mean.

I feel his arms around me and he try to shush me /"I'm sorry my little girl, I should've taken better care of you/" he says and kiss my tear stained cheeks.

I don't tell him I'm sick, I just get up and let him get me read for a long day in school, if I'm sick I'll be stuck here alone. I prefer spending a day with Rory then alone in bed. I hardly talk, I let him do all the work, I only answer when he ask me a direct question and I'm only calling him sir.