"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless. 

"what? " he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly. 

"We have to because I have no way to go," I say pleading for acknowledgment and understanding. 

"what do you mean, " he said eyeing me suspiciously. 

"my parent disowned me," I say looking down in shame. 

"I will take you in but don't expect me to care for you and your baby because all this means nothing to me" he glanced at me before walking out of his office. 

Tears run down my cheek, feeling of embarrassment, and lost claws in my heart. 

I lost everything my family, my self-esteem, I feel lost and worthless.

Most of all I lost love.

VERDICT OF LOVE

/"so you have a fixation on this James Clay/" I tease Summer stopping by the bus stop.

/"No, I like his caring nature and the fact he is also one of the best basketball players in school,/" she says standing in front of me playfully glaring at me.

/"It still sounds like you a fascinated by him/" I shrug nonchalantly.

She narrowed her eyes at me /" I am choosing to ignore those words /" she says before smiling lightly/" It time I say see you later since the bus is coming towards this direction/" I pull her into my embrace before letting her go.

/"Okay see you soon and please don't mope around staring at the blank TV while you keep thinking about today's event,/" she says giving me a nor nonsense look.

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