Chapter1

#Chapter1

Prologue

Sonya

Sonya couldn't sleep. She sat up and went to the kitchen. She opened the fridge, took out a bottle and drank the whole bottle of water. When she was going to her room back, she looked outside. She looked at the moon and smiled.

Shane

Shane came out of the bar with his friends, laughing and taunting each other about the girls they couldn't keep their eyes off. One of his friends said, It's impossible to love someone without lust/". /"Little did they know how wrong they were/" Shane thought to himself. He fell silent. He looked at the moon and smiled.

Sonya

Someone called from downstairs /"Sonya come down. Stop pretending you are asleep./"

Sonya huffed but made her way downstairs. She recognized her mother's voice so well that she can recognize it in thousands of people's voices. When she came downstairs she made her way to the dining table and sat herself down on a chair.

Her father asked her /"How she's going to manage her new school transfer?/" Sonya looked at her father and tried to give a half smile. Her father didn't actually know what was going on in her life, but he showed like he cares about her life. /"I'll manage dad. Like I always do./"

The dinner went like it always does.

Some talk about Sonya's life than their work.

Meanwhile, she tried to calm her nerves about the school transfer that she was going to attend from tomorrow. After dinner, she went to her room.

A little later her mom came into her room and knocked on her door. Sonya was just sitting on her bed and looking up at the ceiling. She nodded her head to tell her mom to come inside. Her mom came inside and popped herself on her bed.

/"From tomorrow, you'll start a new school. So you need to focus on your studies and I don't want to see you getting distracted again./" She was talking about the time when Sonya was /"discovered/" doing wrong things, such as watching porn.

Even if she was seventeen, she didn't know about sex properly and was trying to watch a visual effect of what it actually was. Before that she thought that /"making out/" was sex but later she discovered how wrong she was. Sonya gave her mother a serious nod and said /"I won't let anything distract me from my goals mom./"

Her looked at her daughter and nodded her head. Her mother told her to go to sleep, so she will be up early for her new school. She thought and said /"Fuck my life./" and dozed off.

Next day Sonya woke up early. She slept while her subconscious mind was still awake from the thought of going to a new school. She got ready and thought good things and memories about her previous school but Sonya knows how to make herself stay in present and reality even if it's unpleasant.

Sonya went downstairs and ate her breakfast, she reminded herself her mantra for fears /"If you face problems earlier, without delaying they will go faster away./" She got in a car with her Dad and Mom.

She remained quiet throughout her journey to school and hoped the worst case scenario could happen to her new school. It always worked for her to hope for the worst situation that could happen to her so when they actually happen then at the very least it will hurt less.

Considering the fact that she already imagined that or worse than that situation. She learned it the hard way in her previous school that whenever she hoped for something good then she somehow ended up getting a totally opposite.

Some people might say that she is just imagining it and Sonya agrees with it, but she could not rationalize her thinking. Puff! /"I'll handle whatever is going to happen, please god just let this day over with./"

Sonya thought to herself. And just when she looked out the window of her car, she was greeted with a tall building/school. /"Welcome to hell/". Sonya thought to herself. A new life starts.