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3rd Person

The events of last night, left everyone dumbfounded. Noah was completely domineering over Dixie, and to be fair, he did tell her he could go rougher. However, he felt horrible because she hadn't fully recovered from prior sessions, and adding more to the mix was definitely too much. Dixie had the option of using her safeword, but she never did, and that must have meant something.

They got ready for the day the next morning when they awoke. Nothing was planned for their final two days in Italy, but Dixie wanted to do something special for Noah. Bryce and Halley, as well as the rest of the staff, helped her in pulling it off. She planned to spend the day with Halley studying and doing her homework while Bryce and Noah hung out. Noah walked out of the house, kissing her on the cheek but saying nothing. The quiet broke her heart, but she knew he was sad, and she understood that.

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"Damn bitch finals are coming, and I'm not sure who you're more whipped to," she paused, "the exams or the teacher," Halley smirked and continued turning the pages.

"Ha ha so funny," Dixie mimicked and rolled her eyes "These tests, especially his, have to be passed." I don't want last night to happen again."

"Wait, what happened last night?" Halley asked, puzzled.

"Let's just say he went full dominant. I was on the edge of sobbing uncontrollably. He was angry over something, and I was the outlet, but I'm not complaining because I had a good time."

"Oh no, I hope things are looking up for you now. You go girl! To be honest, I'm dying for some action. Bryce is so busy it's daunting," she groaned in dissatisfaction.

"You're hot. He should be able to free up his schedule," Dixie taunted and smirked at her. They both burst out laughing and went back to work.

Dixie and Halley were really happy to be in each other's presence. Halley had no one to talk to about all of this for the past three years, so having Dixie around was extremely beneficial to her, and vice versa. It was highkey iconic that they were becoming bestfriends. They finished their studies and continued to talk for the next hour or so.

It's worth noting that Dixie seemed lost throughout it all. She had promised herself that she would not fall for this man, but she was falling for him more and more every day. She was still confused as to what, why or who had changed his mood so drastically the night before, but as a submissive, she didn't want to push his boundaries or aggravate him further.

Dixie was alone at the kitchen table, fondling her bracelet and going over her notes because Halley had to leave to attend to some business with Bryce. It didn't take rocket science to figure out that they had strong bound chemistry, but two overly obstinate people who are walking in the shadows of wrong will never ever take the jump, which made her sad.

Dixie resented the fact that she was too conservative and non-confrontational. People had told her that if she went after who or what she desired more frequently, she would get it. While this is true, she couldn't just go to Noah and declare her everlasting love for him—that wasn't part of their arrangement.

"How do people do these relationships without fucking falling in love?" she wondered aloud. Noah walked up to the kitchen door, unobserved, as the words left her mouth. He couldn't believe what he'd just heard from her, even though he knew he felt the same way.

He lingered a little longer at the corner before entering. His mind went back to wanting to kiss her, but he couldn't because they didn't have that kind of relationship. It wasn't on those conditions or on those grounds.

As he walked into the kitchen, he said, "You look deep in thought." Dixie's face lit up with a bashful smile as she heard his voice. Something was happening to her that she couldn't explain.

She chuckled, "I'm not deep in thought, just studying for exams. I don't want to fail because my professor is a jerk." She smiled and leapt from her seat.

"I'm sure you'll be able to handle his meanness," Noah said as he came closer to her. She felt hot and her heart rate accelerated up whenever he closed the already little gaps between them. His degrees of intimidation were out of this world.

"I can," she said, smiling, "but I'd rather stay on his good side."

"Since the staff has been sent home, how about I cook for you?"

She could see the employees setting up through the glass door, so she knew they didn't leave, but she bought as much time as she could. This was also an extremely touching gesture. Dixie was always instructed not to take someone's offer to cook for you or provide any other service for you for granted because it's an uncommon thing. This was made much sweeter by the fact that it came from Noah.

"Okay. I had no idea you could cook."

"Ouch. My father taught me to cook when I was about ten years old, and I've enjoyed it ever since. Fast food, in my opinion, is packaged poisoning. You appear to eat it frequently yet remain flawless, "He made a point, his voice firm.

She retorted, "I think I just have wonderful genes."

They sat in the kitchen for quite some time, chatting. It was touching, but Dixie wanted to save all of the conversation for the dinner and evening she had planned for him.

One of the staff members entered the kitchen and said, "Excuse me, Ms. D'Amelio, it's ready."

"Thank you so much," she said with a grin to the woman before turning to Noah.

He asked , "Wait, what's ready?"

"You'll see what I mean. But first, how about putting this blindfold on?"

"Dixie I'm flattered, but-"

"I wasn't trying to have sex with you again. Now, could you please put it on?"

She tied the blindfold across his eyes once he agreed. He couldn't see anything as she tightened the tie, and his face began to hurt. He must be able to bear at least a sixteenth of the suffering he causes her.

"Dixie, I can't see anything at all," He clutched her arm a little firmly than he should have.

"Obviously, it's what a blindfold does. And just hold on a second, we're nearly there. Patience is a virtue, they say." Dixie was giddy with delight at the thought of having Noah in such a vulnerable position.

"I'm not a patient person," he expressed, "We could be on our way to my death.".

"I love you too much to lead you there," she blurted.

The universe was suddenly struck by a realization. It was just said by her. She didn't even aware she was saying the words she believed she'd never say. Noah, on the other hand, did, and he was taken aback. But here they are, denying their feelings once more.

"All right, Mr. Impatient, here we are," she said confidently.

He fell in love with the sight again after she removed the blindfold. He was thankful, so thankful that he turned around and kissed her. It was beyond mesmerizing, a nice delicate kiss. The kiss was slow and sweet, unlike any they had previously shared. This was a tender night and a tender moment. Everything was meticulously planned. The cuisine she had them prepare, the sunset, and even the lounging area near the sand were all highlights. It was simply breathtaking. They even failed to consume the pasta that Noah had cooked.

"I umm planned this because I just wanted to do something nice for you," she replied hesitantly, her cheeks reddened.

While she was saying this, she was looking down, but he wasn't going to let her cry. He lifted her chin with his index finger, and their eyes met. It was a very lovely moment of codependency and vulnerability between two loves as well as a dominant and his submissive.

"Look at me, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. This is something for which I am grateful. Thank you very much."

A man's greatest flaw was vulnerability. He felt completely vulnerable to her, and he couldn't help but think about how much everything would pain her and ruin her wonderful smile. They sat in the clothed tent and piled on top of one other.

"Do you ever want kids?"

"Mhm?"

He certainly heard the question, but was taken aback by the person who asked it. It surprised him because she had never shown much interest in children before.

"Obviously not with me, but do you want children?" She persisted. Of course, she would want to have his children, but he was probably focused with something else.

"Yes, I will eventually have. You?"

"Yes. I really want children," she said. "I'm not screaming at the opportunity right now though but yeah. I couldn't even imagine you as a kid."

"Believe it or not, I was once a child. I was also a nerdy one." Confusion struck. How did nerdy become this?

"Wait, actually?" She questioned in disbelief.

"Yes. I'm the type who prefers books to video games. I was also a hotshot with the librarians and teachers after canceling a night out with friends to watch documentaries."

"This is hilarious, I'm pissing. I was a kid once upon a time, but it was a rebellious one. Snuck out once, was a real daredevil, and the rest is history."

This was cheerful conversation. They enjoyed this and this night was going wonderfully. This was the first time they'd done anything like it, and it was incredibly refreshing.

"Are you joining me in the water?"

"Noah Beck? Going in the water? And no I prefer to watch the view."

"OK, suit yourself." Even though he stated this, he nevertheless picked her up and ran with her.

The laughing filled the room as "Noah, Noah stop" was shouted. They were having a great time. He jumped into the water with her. Twirling her about like a guy does with his bride at their wedding.

"All right, now put me down!"

He did as she wished. They were having the time of their lives on the beach, running about like young kids. They were splashed by the water, which resulted in an unplanned water fight. This was love, their love in the messed-up manner in which they met.

For a brief moment, the world and time came to a halt, as they stood there staring into each other's eyes. It was just amazing. Right now, some fireworks sounded very fantastic, but it wasn't a fairytale. It was a true story.

"Wait Dixie, give your hand to me."

"Ok?"

She was confused at first, but she would soon grasp the situation. He pulled out his phone and took a photo of them holding them. Her heart melted as she remembered incidents like this. He was thrilled because he noticed the actual expression written across her face, which she couldn't put into words. With the nicest sensation from the best night, they strolled back to the house holding hands.

"I'm going to use the bathroom; Dixie, I'll be right back."

She was weary to begin with, so by the time he returned, she would most likely be fast asleep. There was an Instagram post notification from Noah Beck as she was getting closer to her slumber. When she noticed the post he made, her heart raced. Did this imply that they would be together indefinitely? Either it was her exhaustion speaking, or she really meant it. She slipped into a deep slumber while staring at this photo. A perfect way to end the night.

Noah

"I'm back from the - oh you're asleep."

She was the most beautiful young woman I'd ever seen. I wanted to shake something about her, something special, but I couldn't. I climbed into bed with her and encircled her with my arms. I knew she was fast asleep, but I felt compelled to say something.

"I know you're sleeping, but forgive me for lying to you. Alissa is someone I'm familiar with. She was the woman that turned me into a dominant. It's deeper than just knowing her. For years, I was her sub, and she did unimaginable things to me. For years, I was twisted and used against my will. I couldn't get away from it no matter how hard I tried. It just feels like a trap to me. There's a lot more to the story, but for now, that's all I'll say."

I had to say it, and even though she was unconscious and didn't hear a word I said, I hoped it was enough. I didn't think I'd ever be ready to let her go. I don't mind if she's a student of mine. I'll figure something out. I'm going to have to figure something out. She means too much to me. Both of these beauties fell asleep in each other's arms at the end of a romantic and emotional night. The fluff effect in its purest form.

•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•

Today is their final day in Italy, and he got up early to get his day started before he and Dixie had to go. So far, this trip has been the most enjoyable for them in terms of both sex and happiness. Even though midterms were still a few days away, Dixie needed to get home to see her parents, and Noah needed to get those grades in and ready for school.

He got up and went to his "home" office to get some work done and make some business calls. He reasoned that because it was still early and Dixie was sleeping, he'd make these quick calls and then return to bed with her, giving her a pleasant wake-up gift.

Noah's door busted open and the person who he saw ultimately ruined his day.

He asked, disgusted, "I thought you were sleeping- what the hell are you doing here?"

"I thought you'd be happy to see me, but I guess not, and Dixie? That's actually very rude of you," Alissa scoffed as she walked closer to him. "Is she the no brained whore you've been touring my city with?Taking her to the places where we did things in our lives? Isn't it eerily familiar?"

Noah's rage became stronger, and his blood began to boil for Alissa. He snarled, "Shut the fuck up. Get out of here, you're insane."

"I'd rather stay and see how this all plays out," she grumbled as she paced around the room.

"I didn't miss you, and I have someone here who I do miss and need, so go."

"Funny, and I think I hear her voice now," Alissa said with a devilish chuckle.

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Dixie's voice rocked me to my core as she spoke down the hall. The events unfolding in front of me will give a completely different perspective on things than it is. I couldn't decide I was going to have a panic attack because my former abuser was right in front of me or to suffer a devastating heartbreak because this would undoubtedly scar Dixie.

"Why have you been hiding from me, baby?"

"For starters, don't "baby" me, second, fuck off, I don't like you, and third, why are you still here?" I spit at her violently.

"Oh honey, relax, I'm because I can be; I see you're expecting someone else, is she your new bitch? That hurt my feelings a lot."

Alissa's presumption had enraged me. She was never in a position to unfairly judge or cast somebody, and she never will be, given how bad she is.  I rolled my eyes and said, "One, she's not a bitch, and two, shut the fuck up and leave. No one wants you and your fucking sob stories here, you're the only bitch in the room."

"You fuck anything with a pulse, I wouldn't be shocked," she said as she went up close to me and grasped my crotch.

"Shut up, we both know why you're here, and you and I aren't friends."

"Noah, why did you get up so early? You're surely tired- oh- i-" was all I heard as the door was rapidly opened.  When she saw Alissa and I so close, I could hear her voice crack. I saw her eyes well up with tears, and I saw everything within her crumble.

"You've got a mess to clean up now."

"You whore, I fucking despise you. Leave, you've done enough ."

"I am leaving," she chuckled and forcefully bumped into Dixie on the way out, saying, "Have a lovely flight baby."

Dixie

I awoke to find Noah missing from his bed, but it was so early, where could he have gone? It's most likely work-wise. He works too much and sleeps too little. It was pointless for me to return to bed, so I just got up and got ready for the day. I wanted him to go to the mountains or let Halley and me go on my last day here. After getting ready, I walked to the kitchen to get a bottle of water and an apple. After that, I went inside Noah's office, and what I saw completely broke my heart.

"Why did you get up so early, Noah? You're obviously tired- oh- i-" I expressed it in the saddest tone possible.

I was afraid, hurt, and heartbroken. How was he complimenting me and doing all those things with me and saying me all the lovely things in the world but then being close with another woman; now I know whatever sentiments I have for him will be entirely professional from now on.

My heart shattered. I ran out the door and began packing my bags. My entire word seemed to crumble in front of my eyes. Everything came crashing down. I was head over heels in love with a lie. How could he have done such a thing to me? All of the promises, talks, and faith. I entrusted my life to him. I was in pain and wanted to scream. This was the deepest betrayal I'd ever experienced.

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"Please, Dixie-"

"Can you tell me who that is?"

"It's Alissa, she's a-"

"No. No," she said, a tear dropping her eye, "You said you didn't know who she was. You lied to me twice when I asked you. You deceived me. Everything's over Noah. I'm done. I'm ready to go home right now. Just take me back home. I want to leave."

Seeing her in this state broke me totally. My entire existence, not to mention hers, was literally crashing down around me. As she shut the door and went to the restroom, tears streamed down her face. RightNothing has damaged my life more than this.

Everything had been ruined, and it was all because of that scumbag. But I'm to blame; I should have told her the truth. She didn't deserve that. She didn't deserve me in the first place. The one thing I never wanted to do, I ended up doing. Life was pointless.

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This is a waste of time. I knew we weren't dating, but there was a spark between us, and I can't believe he was in there with someone else less than a day after making me feel like the most beautiful girl on the planet. My world and my heart had been crushed. This man was one of my favorites. I had faith in him. He was everything to me. I had a genuine sense of betrayal. This is how it felt, and I didn't want to go through that again.

I dashed to the bathroom and sobbed against the shower curtain. Nothing could have been more painful than this. I didn't want to see or hear him; all I wanted to do was get out of here. There's nothing great about this place. He deceived me. He did the one thing I believed he'd never do. He deceived me. All those meetings with Bryce could have been lies as well, for all I know. Whatever hope there was for us, died.

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This was a heartbreak hotel, and not just for one of them, but for both of them. They didn't say anything to each other, and whenever he tried to say something, he faltered. Nothing he could have said could have made things any better. Noah had a nervous breakdown as she wept her way to the airport. He had absolutely lost his mind. He didn't want to be the source of any of her suffering. The saddest part is that it was all a misunderstanding.

Alissa was well-aware of what she was doing. Alissa was being fed everything and anything by one of the house's major staff, but Noah would soon find out about it. Whoever it turned out to be would pay a high price for fine-tuning Noah's happiness:

All the way to the airport, there was nothing but sobbing and misery. Dixie was miserable on the inside, like if nothing mattered. Being in love is one of the most beautiful things in the world, but it's also one of the worst. Some could argue that "if only she'd listen to him," but there's no way a girl who has experienced as much pain as Dixie has could react any differently. But, knowing Mr. Beck, he would never let her go so lightly, and she shared his sentiments.