CHAPTER 94

  Dane is getting angry. I can feel it bubbling between us, but also something else. Fear in his expression, the quickening of his heart rate and breathing, while I feel calmer and in control. Maybe because a tiny light in me is shining on him thinking about it rather than just closing down and walking off as he would have before.

  I have thought it all through. Laid out the steps and planned how it could work and how we could conceal it from everyone except Tyler and Elisa. We already spend time together. We already have feelings, so what difference does it make if we act on them?

  Dane and I already see one another a lot through school and at home, so no one would think anything of us hanging around one another. Tyler and Elisa's becoming friends has added to the excuse of being together more. We have always had a weird relationship that other kids couldn’t figure out, so I don’t care what rumors they kick off. We could do this if we stuck to it in front of them.