How can we know that the person we have right now is destined for us? What can we do to change the fate we don't like?

Seeing the man you love the most having another girl, smiling at her, and making her feel special is like stabbing you with an invisible knife.

"What are you doing there Scarlet?" I gazed at the girl who sat beside me. She arched her eyebrow and throw gazed at the place I was looking. "Eh? Do you still love him? You're so dumb." I rolled my eyes at what she said.

I gazed at that man again standing a few meters away from us, "You know how much I love him," I said.

"And I saw how you begged for him, you're not in the fairytale woman, so you should move on now." She lightly punches my arm. I sighed and keep silent and rested my back on the stem of the tree.

I didn't expect that our relationship will be like this. I thought he was the one for me but I guess I'm wrong.

I wanted to ask what did I do for him to make me suffer like this. What did I do to make him leave me without saying goodbye? For living me hanging in the air and waiting for nothing. 

"I do love him so much," I whisper to the air as I feel a tear come out from my eye. 

Does he even love me...for real?

I wonder what really love is? Why do love have pain and need sacrifices?

When Destiny, Plays

I wipe my tears while looking at the back of my best friend, who's walking away from me. I'm so dumb for not noticing that he's just worried about me. I stood up slowly and hold on to the wall to keep myself away from falling as I walked to my room while sobbing. 


It's heavy in the chest to see him hurt and angry with me. All these years that we have been friends, only now did he get angry with me like this. It's all my fault, I shouldn't be selfish at first. He's just concerned about me and here I am being stubborn and only thinking about myself. 


I went straight to the terrace of my room and sat in a corner. “Why do I need to experience all of this?” I asked as my tears fell on my cheeks. 


I cry silently while looking at the stars, “I have been a good daughter and sibling. I never neglected my friends, either.” I burst into tears, “I also prioritize the feelings of others over my own,” I said stiffly because of sobbing, “then why?!” I cried softly, bursting out my tears. 


Chapter 11: Finding out the truth; Love or Confusion?