Torture?

  In the end, Ethan only managed to see all those things until he had lunch with the royal family. After all this time, he wasn't supposed to feel embarrassed about it, but since he really was a moron back then, Ethan canceled Zen before he could progress. Only to see Emily staring at him from very close.

"What are you doing?" Ethan asked.

"Sorry, I thought your faced looked red for some reason, so I decided to check," Emily said. "Are you embarrassed? I never saw someone getting embarrassed while meditating."

"… I am just a bit cold," Ethan said.

  Ethan didn't mind sharing some things about him, but if he could, he would avoid talking about how awkward he was in the past and focus on his good parts, even though there weren't many of them.