“Lorna.Bel.Deefranzo,” my English teacher, Mrs. Hwangeala, snaps. “Did you hear anything I just said?” I don't know what to say, so I say nothing in response. When she knows that she's won, she adds, “I thought so.” “Now get your head out of the clouds before you'll eventually flunk my exam.” Even after all her harsh words, I still can't seem to concentrate. All I can think of and do is smell that sweet scent. It's like I'm drowning in bliss, it's like I'm dreaming. When, “Lorna!”... “Aggghhh, what now, Mrs. Hwangeala?” The whole class bursts into an eruption of laughter; I'm so embarrassed I can literally feel my face burning from all the embarrassment. I'm guessing right now I probably look like an overripe tomato. She gives me one of her “how dare you disrespect me” looks before continuing her lesson.
When it happens again, this time it's unbearable. It's like a part of me is trying to claw its way out to freedom. 10, 9, 8, the minutes tick by as I continue to drum my pencil harder and faster against the wooden desk top. 7, 6, 5, damn it, it's like it's following me. 4, 3, 2, I can't take it; I'm getting out of here. I dash out the door and down the corridors; I really need to figure out what's happening to me, so I take a left turn and head to the ladies' room to be alone. A lot of weird things have happened to me since my mom's passing, but this is new – like in a weird sense of new. The type of weird that scares me.
When I get back to class, it's period eight, and math is our last lesson for the day. My math teacher greets me with a smile and ushers me in. Typical of Mr. Aminisher, always welcoming and at peace. I take a seat, and my eyes instantly stick on the back of a brunette's head, and as though reading my thoughts, Feishla, my desk mate, whispers into my ear, “fresh meat.” Perv, I roll my eyes at her before taking my seat. I try to get a better view of him, but his face is overshadowed by his thick, luxuriant brown curls. He seems to be oblivious to what's happening around him except for his book, but as though there was a silent call, his head instantly snaps in my direction, causing me to duck. In an effort to cover up for my stupid reaction, I pretend to pick up my pencil, which had long fallen in the midst of my drooling.
An hour later, I dump my school bag on the table and literally throw myself on my bed. What a day this has been. It feels as though I spent my whole morning weirdly obsessing over a sweet scent and my whole afternoon stealing glances and hiding from a stranger's view. I hate stalkers, but I feel as though I myself have been one today.