The days following the wedding were probably the most anxious I had felt in months. Even when my father gambled the deed for our house away, I never felt as anxious as I did when I woke up every day and didn’t see hair nor hide of Mordecai.
I would open my door and look across the hall, partially scared and partially yearning to see him, but his door would be shut. I would walk down the stairs, through the halls, pass dozens of servants and guards, and never sense his presence nearby. I almost asked some servants if *they’d* seen him.
One morning, I tried to smell him out. I’m sure that sniffing for your partner—it’s even worse to sniff the Alpha out—classifies as very ignoble behavior, but I was desperate. Wendy followed me across most of the grounds, and she only asked what the hell I was doing after we both worked up a sweat.
“I want to find Mordecai!” I wanted to shout, but that would be the last thing I ever admit. Especially to Wendy, who thinks I’m not a worthy Luna.