CH : 6 HATING

Jason my brother who was 8 years older than me , he hated me . I was in a women's care for 12 years whom i called aunt Kaya , i had never seen my family till i was 12 years, one day 2 guys came in our house and talked to aunt Kaya who looked sad then those guys took me to a big house and told me that this was my home but it never felt like one , everyone ignored me like l was invisible and my so called brother Jason treated me like i was some kind of killer and one day we were fighting cause he kicked me out of the car in streets at night because he got angry at me even though i didn't do anything . whole night i stayed in that forest road hungry and thirsty but my father's men came to pick me up in the morning like WOW ... . After coming home i fought with him and then he said the reason he hates me is because my mother died while giving birth to me and that i shouldn't have came into this world in that way his mom still would have been alive.

When i came in this house i was told to never talk about my mother and i was confused why but now i know the reason from that day onwards i didn't talk to anyone in the house and ignored my brother in every way possible cause i felt guilty for killing my mother .

As i got 16 years old i was told to take my first mission and it went great everyone around me praised for succeeding , they even held a party for me and in that party me and my brother fought after years of ignoring with eachother, he took me inside a room and slapped me by that slap i started seeing all the unfair things that i have been ignoring in this home of mine and now after giving my best and being nice to everyone what i got was a slap .

so from now on i decided that who ever disrespect's me will pay the price and that's what I did with my brother the day he slapped me , i took a bottle of wine and smashed it on his head and without looking back i came out of the room and went to join the event .

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2 years later , continuation:

'O MY Maria , dad has been looking for you and you are over here playing with these stupid kids . tsk tsk .. let me take care of those kids while you will take your flight and go back to Italy ok Maria'

I looked at him with disgust and said 'jason you know i will not play this game with you so you better take those men of yours and get the fuck out of here' ,

' o look little Maria is angry ' ,

'jason stop it , i will talk to dad so you don't need to interfere in this matter so please take your leave before i force you to ' ,

But he didn't and l had to force him which was shooting his men out then also he was being stubborn so i decided to fight with him with my hands as we were fighting his driver came inside the house secretly and shot me on my back and l went unconscious but before i lost myself i saw my brother's worried face and him screaming my name , i saw guilt and fear in his eyes ; why ??

When i woke up , i was in a hospital bed my whole body was hurting and the first person i saw was my brother who was shouting for the doctor to come as i woke up and the doctor said i am fine , i looked at my brother who was wearing disheveled clothes, had eye bags and messy hair , i didn't know if this was an act or he was being real cause i am sure he would have ordered his driver to shoot me cause only by his order they had the permission to do that.

'Are you feeling ok?'

Oh look at that acting of being worried i was disgusted and i said

'stop with that fucking fake face of yours , it's disgusting ' ,

he asks in confusion 'fake face ?'

, 'o my god Jason i just got a bullet pierced in me can you just stop with your fucking game seriously hating me to this extent will give you nothing in return , will it?'

,he was silent and started to leave the room

'before leaving tell me what did you do with the kids and i need a fucking honest answer Jason '

'they are fine in there house i didn't do anything to them alright '

' give me my phone '

' but you need to rest-'

'jason give my Fucking phone ' , he hands me my phone

'Now get out of my sight ' , he leaves without saying anything , in hurry i call my best friend Jack Daniels i tell him to take care of James and his baby brother and to arrange a new passport for me and new identity and he did it , he sends his men to the hospital to take me to the airport without letting anyone know in my family .

yes i was running away from everything with a new identity Rosario Dawson to san francisco. lt's been six months since i ran away and no one is able to trace me as i destroyed my phone but now getting mixed up with magnus and mafia will force me to join that game again and i will never let that happen.