Chapter Thirty five

Mum lead me to my room, without a word, she sat me in the bed and stroked my back. "It's okay" she keeps assuring me. yeah, she thinks the reason I was like this is that Sam didn't make it today, how was I going to tell her that I went to a hotel to sleep with someone, and now my marriage with Sam has just been called off. Without a word, I weep covering my face with my palm. This was a shameful thing to do, I was going to get expelled for this. All my dreams, I was completely losing my mind. "He called off the marriage" I spoke when I was able to compose my face "How.... I'  know it was shameful to say but I have to, she has to know. " when we were on vacation.....I began taking a few calming breaths before continuing. I told her how the supervisor caught me, his bargain, and everything that happened including today at the hotel. All this while, I kept looking down at my laps I didn't have any courage to look back at her eyes, I was a disgrace to her. When I was done, she didn't speak a word, I know she hates me by now, I was nothing more than a disgrace. I held back the tears that have now crowded my eyes. "Am so so... Without finishing the sentence she drew me in for a hug. " Mum am so sorry because of my action, I have caused you and Dad so much pain" I turned to Dad who has stood by the door all this while, listening.....listening to my shameful story without a word. Looking at him, I saw he was in so much pain and I was the one, I burst out in tears all the promise I have made to him. A son can never bring so much disgrace. I have let him down, I weep.

The next morning, I woke up feeling a heavy headache, I sluggishly sat up remembering what happened yesterday. I reach out for the phone, checking for missed calls. Of course, Sam was very angry at me, I understand, his pain anger was justified but he can't just leave me, he loves me so much and when I explain to him, he would understand. He didn't call, he was angry at me. I dialed his number but he wasn't picking. I tried again but no he wasn't picking, I kept on calling till it was the tenth time, he wasn't picking. He was still angry at me but I have to make him understand. How could I face my family after hurting them this way, everything would be alright. It will just take time but I know he would forgive me. Climbing out of the bed, I remember the hurtful word he has said to me "A cheap slut" my head spin I reached for the side table to support me. He was just hurt, I assured myself. Slowly climbing down the stairs, my headache was increasing. I don't want to get sick without cleaning this mess I was in.

Would he forgive her or would things turn out bad🤔

Update and find out. Love from Casey ❤️