Chapter Fifty eight

"Congratulations" I pecked Emily and gave a hug to her husband, they were a perfect match.

"Always make her happy" I warned her husband cheerfully "Of course, that my number priority is her husband" Charles smiled winking at his wife.

 "I'll also give my prayer and good wishes to the newly married couples" I shivered when I heard the voice. Emily's face became pale after turning to see Sam smiling all too cheerfully at her, why was he here I wanted to yell and ask him out but that what he wanted and I won't be his pun. 

This was my cousin's wedding and I'll sacrifice everything just to make sure nothing or no one ruin it. "You always manage to find me" I spoke calmly although there was rage burning inside me "you can say so, I wanted to wish the couple a happy life.

 Is that a bad thing? I smiled at him before turning to the speechless Emily " you can take her with you, I'll solve this" Charles nodded leading the furious Emily out. "You shouldn't have done that, I would have love to wish them well"  "And I'll want to know the reason you keep on stalking me?  " I just ask for a day with you". "And I said no! 

Mummy! Mummy!! Sunny rush to where I was standing and handed me a flower. It was bad timing but I didn't want to disappoint her. 

Crouching down at her level I smiled and collected it from her " it smells good, thank you" I pecked her before sending her off to play. 

"She looks so beautiful as you" I stiff realizing that he was still here "I thought you would have found your way out". " when I haven't gotten my response". "I will never.... Mummy! Mummy!! Sunny ran back to me with another flower " look at this one. 

"I think I'll have to collect this one" Sam bent down and Sunny handed him the flowers still smiling "it smells like you" he smiled making her blush and giggled, I hate this, I hate all of it. "Sunny! I snap she jerked and turned to me, what have I done.

 I have never snapped at her before but now I was losing my temper, the last thing I wanted was for her to be close with this man. " Get back and play" I spoke the words through clenched teeth keeping my anger in check. When she nodded and walked away I turned glaring at Sam. "I think, it's time to let her know who her father is".

 What the hell!  " Sunny is not your child and will never be". "You can't deny the truth Rebecca". He shrugged and I watched his eyes linger where Sunny was playing, that was it " where I'm I going to meet you?  

"That seems more like it" he reached out to touch me but I slapped it away "meet me tomorrow night at McDonald's". " And I hope that you won't stalk me ever again". "I said so" he smiled "Becca! I heard Andrew call my name, I turned to him and saw his worried face. 

" what the heck is he doing here! Andrew glared at him in anger. "Oh! I see you got yourself a new lover" he smiled. "Well... I'm just here to wish the new couple well and also...to get my answer" he winked at me before leaving, I felt my leg wobble.

 Leaning on Andrew for support, he wraps his arm around me and took me to the nearest chair "what did he want again" he asked gently but I know he was raging within. "Still the same thing" I sigh in anger "And he thought it was time to let Sunny know who her father is". " what the hell! He abandoned her even asking you to abort it now... He wants you to tell Sunny he's fucking existing" I clenched my palm trying my best to control my anger  "let's go back to the party," I said, at last, standing up and forcing a smile on my face.

I just wish after this visit he won't ever show his face here again. "Do you need something?  I lick my dried lips and nodded " A drink will do". He nodded and excuse himself. I have to sort this out by myself, telling someone would stir up the problem.

I sat and watched the clock tick by, I have to go. I took a deep breath, I have already called Sunny's babysitter. This was a hard thing to do, meeting Sam!

What the hell did he want to discuss with me, they were nothing left for us to discuss. My heart was filled with hatred toward him and if he was here to ask for forgiveness, I will never forgive him.

I went down to give Sunny's babysitter the basic instruction before stepping out to the cold night.

I pulled the jacket closely to my body and drive to the location, I have then only gone to visit him with a heart full of love and desire now the same heart has been full of hatred and anger toward him.

I pulled my car to a stop in the driveway taking enough time to calm myself before walking him. 

"Look who is here". " of course, I'm here," I said walking toward him to sit on the chair opposite him, "I thought you won't make it again, maybe your lover have advice you against coming" i ignored him  "so why I'm I here". " so fast, why don't we have a drink like we use to do before". "Sam! Nothing is the same as before and I'll like you please tell me why I'm here"  "I need to order a drink before telling you". " no, thanks am not interested".

"You have grown more furious in years Becca! I just love that calm and sweet Becca back in the years"  "That Becca Is dead now" I snapped at him. "Well since you don't have any intention to talk to me, I'll go straight to the point, I want my daughter" what the hell!