Chapter Sixty four

"I'm her mother! I know I have made some mistakes but that doesn't mean you have to be this way dad! Please I suffered for this child, my every sweat, tears, and joy now why do you want me to give my daughter to a monster like him". I sobbed this was unbelievable how can my dad turn to this man, a man that doesn't support me.

 It hurt me more than anything " of course, she's your daughter you can visit her anytime you want but it times he's father comes for his daughter too, I agree he's wrong you but he has come back when he realized his mistake, just consider it Becca".

 "Consider you say, Jeez! Dad hasn't considered anything he just wants my child because his wife is childless, that's why he wouldn't have come back if he had a child"  looking at dad he was on the verge of anger now. I watched him storm downstairs to come and stand in front of me, I held Sunny tightly. 

This wasn't the scene she supposes to witness but I don't trust anyone now to hold her or carry her inside that house Sam has been.

"It doesn't matter the reason he came back, you just have to come to your senses and realize you're just wasting your future here, you need to do some about your future". I

 turned away from him without saying any more words to him " Becca! He yelled. "Stop! Stop! John" I heard my mother's voice "this madness is enough" she came to stand beside him. "Let her be!  She's a grown-up John and she knows what is best for her". " she is so blind to know what is best for her" with this I heard him march upstairs.

"Becca! Mum called reaching out to touch me " I think I'll go home now". "We prepared some lunch you can join us". I turned to see her teary eyes. " I think it's best if I go home now, my daughter is safer there". "I'll come with you" I heard Emily thick voice, I turned to look at her.

 The last thing I wanted was somebody company, I just wanted to be left alone but seeing her determine she is it was no use to argue with her "okay" I nodded.

I listen as Sunny sing on the driveway, it was calming to listen to her voice and also know that my child is safe with me "How about some chocolate" I asked to lighten the mood, guess I need some little distraction.

"Yay!! Chocolate, chocolate" she sang happily. "You're coming with right aunty Emily". " of course, mummy won't be that stingy not to buy for me. She stared at me and I just replied to her with a smile, I didn't have the strength to talk about what happened earlier.

When we got home, I left Emily to play and made sure to lock the house properly before walking upstairs. The guards were still outside the house but I have to make sure about my security, I also let Emily tag along.

"What would you like me to make for you". " I'm not angry," I said slumping on the bed "you have to eat something". " Emily I'm not, I need a bath" I stood up and left her standing in the bedroom.

I know it wasn't her fault, she was here to support me but I'm just feeling miserable and hurt inside, I was planning to ask her tons of questions when she comes back from her honeymoon but now this was the result.

I wasn't even feeling like talking or seeing anyone. When I came in later she wasn't there maybe she was with Sunny, I will check in with them later.

I sat down to work on my laptop, at least this would help me take my mind off all this heartbreaking and painful event.

 Few minutes I heard the door open "close that damn thing and eat" I looked up to see Emily standing on the door with a tray of food "I told you I'm not hungry". " I don't care" she walked toward me and drop it on my desk shutting my laptop on the process.  "Emily! Please I don't want someone bugging me now, I just want to be left alone". I shouldn't be angry but now I couldn't control it anymore, I just want to be left alone.

How can a dad who suppose to stand by his daughter in the time of need turn against her and side with the enemy? He's just making me hate him and I don't want to. " What do you think, that I love what you're passing through, that I love seeing you this way, do you think that I'm not affected the way you are that I love seeing the person who should have stood by you now turn against you, remember I was there with you the whole time when you had given up on life and cursed it when you thought that everything has gone to a start. I was there Becca, I was there when you saw your daughter face and your life light up again, I love Sunny as much as you do and I won't let anything happen to her because she's equally my daughter, I will stand by you always no matter what you say or do now... Please eat your food and don't make me angry"

The emotions were too much to bear, I was just speechless. She was there the whole time I suffered, she was always there with me to support and cheer me up. I shouldn't treated her way I did, I just couldn't help myself getting hurt again when I thought it was all over it was so unbearable, I just felt a piercing pain I'm my heart.

"I love you," I said and I let the tears slide out "I wouldn't accept your love if you don't get and take care of your health, you need to be healthy in dealing with anything, so...eat up"