Chapter Ninety one

I heard the noise on the front porch, somebody was back, Andrew wouldn't be back by now who could it be. I didn't want to bother till I heard the knock on the front door, I hesitate before moving my feet toward it I pulled the door open.

"What are you doing here? I was surprised at how weak my voice sounded as I stare at the smiling Lora in front of me. "Are you not going to invite me in". I didn't respond the last thing I want now was to engage in any type of argument with her. I turned to shut the door but she held in immediately " why are you running away? Are you that ashamed that we won and you're now a loser"? I stopped on the track but still didn't face her.

"Here I brought you dome flower since I heard you're now lunatic maybe a rose would help calm you down". I turned back with a smile. " That's very considerate of you" reaching out to collect the flower, Sonia raised her eyes in suspicion "Bet you'll come in for a nice tea". " oh... Sorry I know what you're doing, you want me to help get you your daughter right? But for your information, it would never happen and... I don't drink cheap tea" 

"You came to my house with no reason at all and in return, you think I need your help"  I laughed slowly making my way to her. "I'll like to see how you react to this" just then I slip out the kitchen knife that I've hidden in my dress, grabbing her and holding the knife up to her neck. "You think I'm a lunatic? You think I'm a loser and I need your help I'll be very happy to show you what a loser like me is capable of doing". "Please Becca, don't please I didn't mean to say all those things I'm sorry" she sobbed against my chest.

"It's too late for the tears". " Becca!! I looked up and saw Emily staring at me with a shock expression. "Put the knife down," she said calmly walking toward me. "I don't think so" I shook my head "This lady here deserves to be sliced into pieces and give the bird to feed on". " I know, I know but put the knife down, she deserves all that and more but please don't have her," Emily asked walking slowly toward me. "You think I'm insane right? you think that I've lost all my sanity right? Emily!  " I didn't say that" she stopped to look sadly at me.

"You see... I licked my cracked lips and turned to Sonia " If I want to slice off your throat I would have already done that without minding the consequences and since everyone has thought that I'm Insane I don't think it would be a problem killing you here but your death... Wouldn't be any value to me all I wanted Is my daughter, so... I press the knife on her thein drawing out a little blood that would scare the life out of he before pushing her away from me.

"Next time, I'll see you here I promise to do more than that" I pointed at her next. "Leave now!  She touched her neck and looked pale immediately she saw the blood " you're...mad!!  She yelled scrambling off. I watched her with a sad expression dropping the knife on the floor immediately she was out of sight. 

"Becca! You don't have to go that far" Emily crouched her chest in tears taking a deep breath to calm herself down, I never wanted to provoke her but I was helpless now. "Go in, you need some rest," I told her but she just stood there watching sadly "What have you done to yourself" I ignored her and walked to where the rose lay on the ground and started smashing it with my foot. "Damn you all! I yelled shooting it a kilometers away 

"This is not the Becca I know," Emily said tearily. "Imagine giving birth and Sonia here snatch your baby away from you, what will you do little Emily" I watch her held protruded belly  "Yeah that's how it feels," I said leaving her at the porch and walking back into the house.

"Where are you going? Emily asked when she saw me packing the food into a bag. "My daughter would be missing the type of food I usually make for her that's why I'm going to take it to her". " Becca, Becca listen to me" Emily walked toward reaching for my hand. " They wouldn't allow you to see her now". " And who gave them the right to tell me when I would see my daughter? Emily shook her head in pain. "Please listen to me, they would use your health status to turn against you". 

" This is it right? You're thinking like everyone else, I took the meal box and smatch to the floor "My sister thinks I'm crazy" I went over it and repeatedly smatch it with my foot. "World!! Did you hear that, they all believe that I'm crazy that I'm a lunatic!!!  " Stop please, please Becca for the sake of my baby please, you're hurting yourself" I turned over and watch her in tears. "It wasn't supposed to be like this" I sobbed allowing her to reach for me for the first time since I lost custody of Sunny, I let her console me.

"Nobody thinks you're crazy, you just have to prove to them that you're well and is for to see your daughter, I'm sure Sunny is dying to see you now, just do it for Sunny, do it for us, please"  I pulled away from her and reached for the Bunny on top of the counter.  "Soon I'll take you back to Sunny you guys would play together like the old times" I turned back to Emily "I'll still find a way to bring my child back  tome, she doesn't theere, never!