Chapter Ninety two

"I got a ticker for us" Andrew announced when he came back from the office. "We're going to see a famous play in town everyone is going to be there". " Will my Sunny be there," I asked hugging myself tightly on the couch. 

"No, but she'll like you to be there". " I don't think so, I think she'll like me to be with her". "Look, Andrew came to sit with me. " I know it hurts but we could still find a way to bring Sunny back it's possible, and no matter what Sunny has considered this her home". "You don't understand, I pushed him away from me. " you don't understand the pain that I'm passing through, it hurt... I feel like dying at each passing minutes without my daughter, she's my only happiness". "You'll get to meet her once everything is alright". " Once you think I'm no more Insane that what you meant to say right? That I'm insane in wanting my daughter back?

"No one is saying that Becca please Sunny would be terrified in seeing you this way, you just have to take the required drugs and get well soon". " no, I'm not!!! I stood and walked a few feet away from him. "The World doesn't feel right again it felt as if everything was sinking with no power there to help, I once believe in miracle in faith and happiness but now... I think nothing exists anymore if faith can't have mercy on me and provide me my daughter of if a miracle wouldn't perform in any way to take my daughter away from that monster, I don't think thee exist again" 

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I turned back and watched his sad expression "What can make you happy again? He asked looking away from me. " nothing" I respond "nothing would make me happy again without my daughter" he nodded and walked toward me "I just wish... He thrilled off. " you wish that everything would return to normal, but wishes never happen". He nodded again before walking away.

I don't want to hurt him, I know he was trying his best to make me happy but I can't know that my daughter wasn't with me, I know he loves me but I can't love or respond to his love. I can't give something I didn't have and now I've known the only solution...

The next day, I sat in my normal position looking out through the window letting the morning sun wash over me. As usual, he kissed and bade me goodbye but there was nothing to say or give back to him, I watched him through the window until he drove off. If I didn't want to make him sad with my heartbroken heart all I had to do was to leave from here and then think about perfect revenge on Sam for taking away the most precious person in my life.

Here, I thought that I was starting a new life, a new way of living but now all that had been snatched away from me and now I'm left empty-handed. "I will get my revenge from you, Sam, I want to feel the pain I'm feeling, I want you to feel worse". I went back to the room that I have now come to cherish with Andrew. A room where we confessed our love by showing each other and also by bearing out our heart by giving and taking. The room that I've come to cherish, I can't stay anymore there was nothing left for me but complete emptiness.

I grabbed the few things that were laying around and arranged them, then I started packing my clothes in my bag. " I remembered when I announced to Sunny that she'll get to have another father when I wanted nothing but to have my daughter beside me and marry the man that I have started to love to feel comfortable being with.

It hurts, I just wanted a better future but it was like the more I tried the more it didn't work out for me, It seems that I can't ever have the life I carved for. I packed all my clothes and made sure that I arranged everything In order before stepping out of the room to my daughter's bedroom where I shed tears, tears of pain and sorrow something Sam would never come to understand unless he has to undergo the same. I picked my daughter's belongings stuffing them into the bags, I have already thought that this was going to be my daughter's room and the house where we would be living happily but things have changed, has changed from good to bad. Something I thought wouldn't happen again to me. "Why me! I yelled into the thin air. " why do you take away my only happiness, why! The World was cruel and I hate it.

When I was done, I took one look at her room before shutting it and walking downstairs, I arranged the few things there before moving toward the door.

"Sorry, I muttered into thin air, staying here wouldn't help me in any way, it would just remind me of the life that U have wanted to carve out, the life that I have to build but now has failed. It was very painful, seeing and remembering all of this and I think the next thing to do was to go back to where I think is best, where I'll stay and take out my revenge on Sam. After all this, I now realize I can't marry Andrew not with my daughter close by, I can't be happy without her doing so would be like cheating on her.

I took out a pen and a paper, this was the last piece of me that I would be leaving behind here. Tears rolled down my eyes and I wiped it away, enough of crying. I took the pen and wrote a brief of what I think is best. " I'm sorry Andrew, I love you but now it didn't turn out well for both of us," I said before dropping It where he could see it, locking the door behind me.