Chapter 107

Miguel's pov

"Where are you taking me to?"  I tried to stop him from going further by standing strong on my feet, but he tugged me with enough force, I had no option than follow him if I don't want to die of strangulation.

"You will love it, Favour loved it, and am sure you will equally love it," he laughed "  she loved it too much she trashed when I threw her in. Her last fight was really comical. "

I struggled when I heard his words " let me go!"

" Only in death Miguel.

Only in death." 

The deeper he walks with me being dragged along, I can hear the sounds of rushing water.

"Why are you taking me towards the water?" I ask the most foolish question of the century, since I already have an inkling  suspicion of the reason he's taking me towards the river.

"To take a bath darling, you're in need to a bath and a drink of water; enough water," he laughs.

" Let go of me! it's not too late for you to be saved, " I tried to reason with him.

He sounds and acts like a psychopath; those kinds displayed in the crime section of the news.

He needs real help both emotionally, physically and mentally.

The more time he spends without proper medication, the more likely he is to die.

" Save? " he laughs " you're about to die, and you're thinking about my safety? I've never seen a a person as stupid as you are," he pushed me down the floor.

" I've never met someone a idiotic as you are. What exactly do the Alphas see in you aside for the fact about you being their mates?" he looks at me as if trying to figure something out.

" Am not stupid if I care about a person's life. I couldn't save Mond, but I can save you."

I know most of you are thinking me stupid and foolish for wanting the best for someone who tried to kill me, but am not to blame.

I can't allow another person die while I know I can do something to help him out.

Mond died because of me, and I couldn't even help him.

Saving Manuel from death will be to me as finding peace with myself, and the world.

"You can't help me even if you try Miguel. The poison in my system have already done much damage," he takes me up by the collar, and dragged me to the river "I will have to be fast about this,I won't last long here. "

" Please stop, you don't want to do this," I kicked in protest when I deduced exactly what he wants to do to me " you don't want to do that." 

"I don't want to do that?" he looks at me in confusion "of course I want to drown you, why else do you think am dragging you to the river?"

He threw me in without second hesitation, his right hand caging my two hands while his left hand held my head steady in the water.

My breathe stopping for the second time this night.

I struggled at first, but he laughed at me.

"You're just like Favour. This was exactly how she trashed that night. She trashed so much like an animal in pain; well she's an animal of you think of her inner wolf. Although it wasn't fully developed when I killed her, but it was still there nonetheless."

I kicked when my lungs began to pain me, I kicked when I felt my strength draining from me.

I kicked when my head became heavy.

This is it, am officially going to die. It's certain, my end is near; it is come.

My only regret is not telling my mom goodbye. We might not be on talking terms, but that didn't mean I don't love her still; she's my mother of course.

Goodbye father, you are the best father any boy like me can ever wish for. You and mom were my rock during my hard times; I might not have said it to you two, but I love you. I really do, farewell.

"What are you doing?!" I hear an insistent female voice in my head " are you giving up already?" she asked in anger.

I don't know what else to do, I can't go on.

My life is up.

"You can't die until I tell you to," the  female says with enough command in her voice.

Moon goddess?

The voice sounds exactly like hers.

"It's me. You better get up and fight for both you and the Alphas before I kick your butt!"

Immediately I felt a strength in me, one I didn't know I had.

Like a flash, I flipped us, I became the one on dry ground while Manuel took my position in the river.

I took a good breathe to calm my lungs which are on fire.

The dizziness trying to over take me, but I firmly held onto Manuel's head in the water.

He trashed, and trashed, but I didn't release him.

Twice bitten, once shy.

I've given him enough time to repent of his deeds, and get saved, but he've proved countless times that he wants to die rather than live.

He prefers death to life, and death will I give him.

Am far gone in my compassion; releasing him will birth another murder plan, a plan I might not survive from.

He trashed and trashed, but I held firmly to his head.

Just like Haaman was hanged in the gallow he prepared for Modecai so will Manuel drown like he planned for me.

An eye for an eye. 

I held on to his trashing form; his death might take a long time because of his half wolf half human status, am willing to wait.

So long as I remove this abomination from the face but of the Earth.

He trashed for a long time before he violently trashed for the final time, and...... silence.

He's dead.