Chapter 180

Miguel's pov

I must have stood there for a long time before I remembered the urgent reason why I came back to a place I vowed never to step foot on.

I guess it's time I return to the place it all started.

The place where I wished I never went to at the first place. 

Have we not come to this town, I don't think I would have passed through half of what I've faced.

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I walked through the long road that was devoid of anything save trees. Long trees that looks like an Iroko, but is not.

The road unlike the one that led to this place wasn't tarred. It looked as of construction stopped the moment the reached the boundary between the pack and others.

But I know that's not the case.

The town I was heading to is tarred, but it wasn't so with this place because of the illusion they want to make in case a human happened to stumble into their Territory unannounced and uninvited.

It's really an intelligent way to do so. A person wouldn't go so far before they decide this place isn't habited.

Most humans might be stupid most times, but there are still clever ones among them.

Looking at my sleeping babies made me increase my steps despite how tired I am.

I have to get them home and to their fathers.

My plan is this;

I will get them to their fathers who will feed them their blood or something like that, and after that I will disappear to wherever I want to go.

I think there won't be a problem for me anymore. Manuel is already dead. 

i didn't tell Mond of my plans all because of Aiden. I don't want to give the poor guy any hope of being together with me, and I don't plan on returning to their town.

It holds really bad memories for me.

"Luna?" Richard blinked in surprise when he saw me. His green eyes kept on blinking as of trying to make out who it was that's standing in front of him.

Ignoring him, I kept on trudging Forward.

Seeing Richard gives me hope that am almost to the pack, and that's good news in Its own.

"Luna?" he tried to touch the stroller with my babies but a deadly glare from me stopped him from doing so.

"If you dare touch it," I growled in anger.

How can he dare touch my babies' stroller after what happened?

"Does the Alphas know you're back?" he asked again. His insistent on walking with me getting on my nerves.

"The Alphas?" I laughed.

Funny how he thinks I care for mates who abandoned me when Manuel made an appearance.

Mates who left me without a second glance back. I don't care anything for the coward triplets, all I care for is for the safety of my babies.

If there's another way of getting him healed, I would have taken it Instead of coming back here. I would have done anything necessary to prevent myself from coming back here.

Richard looked taken aback by my response, and based on how silent he've become. I will bet on all my possessions he's talking to my mates who might instruct him to thrust me out of the pack without knowing I don't plan to leave until my babies open their eyes.

"Luna please allow me to help you. You look really weak." Richard pleads. Probably trying to stall me till the Alphas arrives.

As if they will leave whatever important thing they're doing just to come thrust their ex mate out of the town.

" Over my dead body!" I growled at Richard.

My anger at the Alphas momentarily transferring to him.

He might not have been the one who sent me out if here, but he did nothing to help me when I was sent out from this pack.

None of the members who claimed to love me as their Alphas raised a helping hand towards me. Not even Bianca whom I once considered as a best friend.

The same Bianca who never for once thought of me despite her words of following me wherever I go.

I guess friendship and suffering doesn't work hand in hand.

"Please Luna." He pleads.

"Don't you dare call me that name again! My name is Miguel."

I ceased being a Luna the morning I left this place with mother.

The name means absolutely nothing to me. It holds nothing of interest to me.

"Luna ...."

I slapped him hard on his face when he tried to take my stroller again.

"Are you deaf? leave me alone, it's an order!" 

I heaved when the strain on me started getting much. 

I know I need to rest, but I will only do so when am sure my babies are safe. When am sure there's a possiblity of them being alive.

My life currently revolves round my babies. I don't think I can live without them.

Funny how I once thought I can't live without my mates. Those were my days of naivety. Days I thought love solves all the problems of the world. 

Days I thought the sun rises and sets with the steps they take.

Those were days I resent the most. Days I wouldn't want to have a repeat of. Days that means just absolutely nothing to me now.

Richard stood stuck to the ground. His face one of utter disbelief. I guess he never thought the always calm but stubborn Miguel will be a volatile person. 

He and all on this town are in for great surprises. The Miguel they once knew and the one returning might share the same name, but not the same personality.

This Miguel have gone through more than an human should be allowed to go through. He've gone through more pains than what a normal human should be allowed to pass through..

I am back not because I want to be back, but because I have to be.