Gina's point of view......
Nora and I left to work. I got to the office, I was a bit earlier than usual and my boss was all smiles. It was his birthday and he is having a small birthday day bash. I want to use this day to tell him how I appreciate him for being a good boss,brother and a friend.
I thought of a gift to get him but I cound not seems to make out an option, so I called Nora and she told me to get a gold chain for him. We chatted a little and hung the call.
I know you guys will be wondering how its going to be with Chris, I don't know but Nora promised to trail on him to see how he catches his fun. With that, we can strike and he will not see it coming,Ha! How is he going to love my surprise to him. He won't resist my charm. I am a very beautiful lady, it's not that I am bragging but thats the fact. I know that I said I was not before but now I am saying I am.
I would have love to give my man my first time but why would I want to do that? Huh! he is not considering me at the moment, why would I do the same? The society makes a big deal out of it,when it concerns the girl child. It's unfair how I had to live like this,well shall,it's all in the past.
I am going to take back all that life has taken from me,good moral my feet. I believe that this new experience is going to open a whole new world for me. I am throwing caution to the wind.
Why I want to use Chris,is because I know that we would not have chances of falling in love,that's my primary arm. He is a visitor anyway,visiting a cousin,one of those guys I saw him with at the coffee shop.
If you look at me however you want to look at me, you will see the tag all over me and it is reading" good-girl-gone-bad" wow! how I love the sound of that. I am feeling the badass vibe and I want to go beyond extra mile for it. I am beyond caring,don't give a damn about how the society is going to see me from now on.
If losing my virginity will be a redemption for how I feel about the society,I am going way for it. If having sexual satisfaction however and whenever I want is called being bad then I am willingly trailing on the path of badness.
No amount of compensation will be able to make me forget how I was treated for being a girl child, the level of inhumanity mated out to us. I am not allowed to do this or that,if I fluant my beauty or go out my way,the society tells me to behave,that I am a lady. Nothing kills my soul and mind than when you tell me to behave because I am a lady. I wonder when we going to be free from this slavery placed on us by the universe?.