Chapter 173 Beauty of Life

   She never gave me the chance to ask her what she meant by I should stop running, running from what and what has running got to do with finding my mate. Everyone is just confusing me,she should at least give me a hint on how to find him not only telling me to stop running.

  I sighed and looked around,I never bargained for a day like this. I have had enough today and all I need now is food and a little rest maybe when I wake up,it's will all be a nightmare. Oh how we wish for the impossible, between I and myself,I know that it's reality and I can't run away from it.

    Do problems ever stop visiting you?,no they don't. It's actually what makes the life we live beautiful, because with no problems in our lives. We are as good as dead,no living soul survives without trouble. Life is filled with ups and downs and that's the beauty of life.

   I thought of what to eat and I decided to just have a glass of milk and burger. I don't have any more strength to fix anything so let me just have what is available.

     I microwaved the burger I got from the fridge and poured myself a glass of milk that I reserved for times like this. I settled down to have my lunch.

    The last time I had milk and burger was three weeks ago,Gina had come visiting and we were lost in playing chess that I forgot I had to make lunch for us and we ended up eating milk and burger. Gina is an essential part of me, a second will never ever go without me having her in my mind. 

     She is far but not entirely far from me,in as much as she now stays in the past. She is my now, future and also my past. How I wish that the magic tunnel surrounding the South could be lifted and equalised so that Beverly people and the South people we live in the same century,not a gap of two centuries.

    I drank the last drop of milk front the glass cup and put it inside the dish washer and went out of the kitchen to my Living room,the whole place feels empty and I kept wondering why,did Gina go with part of me to the South?.  

     I sighed and dropped on the couch, enough of running thoughts,let me see if I could forget about reality for awhile and scummed to the world of fantasy.

 I lay down on the couch and doze off.

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   I was wondering around, breathing in the fresh air,Savaging the sweet fragrance of the fresh blooming flowers. Feeling on top of the world, wishing I could stay here forever but within me,I know it's a matter of time and reality will hit me. But for the main time let me enjoy it while it last.

   I was not surprised when the air around the garden changed and got replaced with airy breeze. I stopped swing my hands and walked forward hoping to find nothing.

    I had not walked few distances when I saw a man standing with his back turned on me. I felt a feeling of de jevu towards him.

       "You complained of me not finding you yet you kept running away"

  He said and I stared at his back. What does him mean by that?.

     "I have tried my possible best to bring us back together again but you don't want me. I feel you hate me so much to the extent that you don't even want  me closer to you. How can you deny yourself the happiness you deserve?,How can you keep denying us?."

  He further said,I moved closer to him,hoping to see his face but he did not let me.

   "I am sorry it's not my intentions and I don't know how to go about us"

   I said. I don't even know the best way to explain to him but what is it that I want to explain to him?.

    "I want us and I am running out of patient. I can't keep seeking for you, I think it's best you find me yourself, maybe when you do,you will stop running."

   He said and walked away. I tried to stop him but he never stop,I felt lost and confused. I don't if I am to chase him or go back to the garden. No way I am letting him walk away from me like that. What happened to let him treats me like this,he just went away like that and did not bother how I will feel. I am not taking it.