Chapter 191 Life is not Balanced

 Gina's point of view.....

    These few days have been hectic for me. Being a queen is not easy at all. It's even more hectic for Chris,I pity the poor guy. He has been up and doing for one week now trying to right all of his Uncle's wrong. It's not easy but I know we can do this.

    He is a true son of his father because ruling these people is no joke. One thing I believe in this, is that we have got ourselves and we will see that the people remain happy and peace will never elude them again.

   The mansion has turn lively compare to what it was in the past. We have maidens all around and the throne keepers get to be entertained day by day. Believe me when I said that Chris is the people's choice,he is because the mansion has turned into a home for everyone and I don't get to be lonely again although Tiana stayes here with me. But I feel like I need more people around,I have not had that all my life so seeing so many people around me is overwhelming and I am liking every bit of it.

    Life is indeed sweet when you are surrounded by the ones you love and the ones that loves you.

    I miss Mom and xylie,I just saw Nora yesterday so I would not say that I miss her that much.

   My visit to her yesterday opened myself to what Glamorous meant by old time and that had left me speechless. I wondered what went wrong, someone who could die for you, a best friend turned best enemy. Is that what revenge could make us do?. 

    Glamorous I know is a smart lady,she should not have let her emotions got clouded. One can't fight destiny no matter how hard you try.

    I felt bad that she has to go and it would have been better if she gets reborn through my family but that's not possible because a family member killed her.

   You know the first time I saw her I knew there was something about her that I could not place my hand on. I felt a sense of closeness with her. The night after she died,I wept so hard. She is family and witches adores family a lot,I pray that her next life she will be able to find her soulmate.

    I turned on the bed to find Chris gone. I hissed silently,I barely make it awake before he is gone. Maybe with time when things will be up and going,the kind of life I visualised with him will happen. I can't wait to have him sing me awake or wake me up with a kiss. 

    Being a queen does not change the fact that I was once an ordinary girl who had fantasy and I don't think my fairy tale love,I will get over it. I will have it on full and forever,you know happy ever after.

    I made to stand up from the bed but heard a knock on the door and I hissed again for second time since I woke up.

    This is more than enough for me,Gina Morgan. In my wisest dream,have I ever dreamt to be a queen,get pampered every morning with breakfast served on bed and having maids at my beck and call. I don't know when I will get used to such life and I don't think I will be able to

  "Come in"

I said with deep frown on my face and the door cracked open. It was my personal maiden.

   "Good morning your Lordress"

She said and bowed.

   "I am here to get you up and doing, your queenship"

   I felt like crying at the moment. I have complained to Chris several times that I don't need a maid to wake me up or to help do my morning routine but he brushes it aside each time I complained to him. It makes me feel handicap for crying out loud.

   "Emie don't you have something doing this morning"

I asked glaring at her and she moved backward with fear written all over her face. Seeing that I have to sigh. Poor soul,it's not her fault.

   " It's okay,you can begin your duty"

I said and she smiled.

      "Thank you so much your Lordress,I will be as fast as possible"

   I could not wait for it to be over,life of a queen. Life is indeed not balance. We ask for life of luxury and when it comes,we will not be able to stand it. I could remember how I had wished so much while growing up on how I would love to live in a mansion and be address as a princess and would have people at my beck and call. Now it's here,I don't know how to go about it.