I Envy Your Man

     I locked my door and went into the bathroom to have my bath. I would have loved to stay longer in the bath but I don't want to start my day with a negative vibe from Susan. I don't know how she woke up today and started her day with a creamy coffee.

   I was done within a space of 15 minutes and the remaining 15 minutes, I used it to get dressed. By 7 :15 I was walking out of my room.

   I was dressed in a light flay flowered gown that reached my knees.

   I met Owen in the corridor on my way out. He was coming out from the living room. He was looking more friendly this morning. He gave me a charming smile and poked my nose.

   "Good morning, beautiful. You look dashing this money. I envy your man"

He playfully Said. I scanned him, he was still putting on pajamas.

   "You look handsome this morning and your smile got me thinking if you dreamt about me"

I said, laughing and he laughed too.

   "I like your sense of humor. We sure can be friends. I am inviting you to my room later. I have this thing I am working on and I will need a second party to go through it"

  He said, looking serious. The invitation did not quite sit well with me but regardless, I told him I was going to come.

   "I will make it but I hope I won't regret coming into your room"

I said as a matter of fact. 

  "You have nothing to worry about. I am not a man eater"

He said and walked off. I sighed and continued my journey to Susan's bedroom. I got there and knocked. I was invited in by Zain. I had nothing to fear when Susan is in with him.

  I gently opened the door and walked in. I closed the door behind me and came face to face with Zain. Susan was nowhere to be found. My heart started beating fast and I thought of running away and then remembered that it would be a sign of cowardness. If I am asked why I flew, what will be my answer?

   "Good morning Mr Zain, Susan is in?"

"Morning pretty. Please stop with the"Mr" already. She is taking a bath"

   He replied and walked towards me. He was shirtless. I swallowed when I could not look away from his chest. I felt the urge to run my hand on those hairs in his chest or play with his nipples like old times.

   "Get hold of yourself Jenny, Zain can never be yours"

   My mind screamed at me and I looked away from him. He smirked and walked closer to me. I took a few steps backwards trying to escape but he caught up with me before I could think of opening the door.

  "Why do you think you are running too, my dear?"

He asked as he circled me. I was finding it difficult to breathe.

  "Do you think you can ever run from me?"

The fear of Susan coming out and meeting us in that Position was greater than anything in the world.

    He lifted his hand and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and brought his lips closer to mine.

   "You invaded my dream last night and I warned you not to try it again but here you are looking like you were in my dreams last night."

He said and looked deep into my eyes. I was held against my will. My body was at the verge of betraying me and breaking eye contact with him was far from within my power. I stood under him helpless, against my own will.

    "I woke up with an erect dick for the first time in two years all because of you and you think it's fair to me, Jenny? Why did you let me go when I told you we were over, why couldn't you fight for us. Why did you have to let me make the worst mistake of my life?"

 He asked those questions with furious eyes. He was blaming me and I can't understand why. How was I supposed to make him state when he made up his mind and told me that I am so lanky.

    "You make it sound so easy. You want to turn the table on me. You practically ditched me and said hurtful words to me and you are here blaming me. Who the hell do you think you are to tell me I should have fought for us. Was I supposed to tie a rope around you to make you stay when it was obvious that you did not want me. Do you think it's easy for me to watch you marry my sister? I wept day and night because of you and you have the audacity to stand before me and blame me"

   I said with tears in my eyes. I know I was not supposed to cry before him but I could not help it. Zain has really hurt and is still hurting me.

   He sighed and pulled away from me then walked back to the bed and sat down with his phone in his hands. I was mad at him for opening up my wounds afresh and he could not say sorry. I was about going to lash at him when the bathroom door opened and Susan walked out. She did not see me at first until I drew her attention. I understood that Zain had estimated the time she was going to come out and as a game master, he used his time well.

"Jenny, have you been here for a long time?"

She asked with her back on me

"Yes"

I replied and looked at my hand. I was supposed to make coffee for her but I am here doing what exactly.

"Did you bring the coffee because I can't see any coffee mug around"

She said,

    "Sorry sis, pardon my manners. I will just bring it right away"

I said and walked out.