Pains And Hurt 2

  Suddenly, a hand wrapped around my waist pulling me closer and a pair of lips crashed against mine. The kiss started off gentle and then deepened and his tongue touched mine which caused me to groan. The kiss felt different, I have kissed and been kissed before but none felt like this. My stomach flattered and I shuddered into his embrace. 

"Was I supposed to give in to the kiss?"

My mind screamed but I threw caution to the wind.

  Felix pulled me harder into his body. He pushed one hand on my back drawing me closer to him

   His fingers brushed across my lower belly causing an unexpected tingling sensation inside my pants and something escaped my mouth and I knew what it was. I was unable to control my moan as my body reacted to his actions. Felix immediately pulled back taking me by surprise. I searched his face and I saw nothing but pains and hurt

"I am very disappointed in you, Natasha."

He mumbled, pulled the door and left the office slamming the door behind him. 

  I took in a deep breath and walked back to my seat.

  I did not know what that was all about but suddenly I did not care. I will have to put my feelings in check next time I am around him.

  He might have loved me but I am not sure he still does and I will be a fool to think he will forgive me.

Jenny's point of view....

   I stood up but I could not move when I saw that he was staring at someone. So instead of finding my escape, I waited to see who the person is, it could be the wife he talked about.

  A lady and a girl, who could not me more than ten walked up to him. He smiled kissing their cheeks.

  I took in the lady's appearance. She is very beautiful. Her hair was tied up high in a ponytail with a cute small bun, a little makeup on her round rosy cheeks and a soft smile gracing her chubby face. She seems really sweet and harmless. The long black dress she wore did justice to her beauty. Lucas indeed has eyes for good things.

   The woman started talking to the girl who is her mini version and my attention quickly drifted to the girl. She has a long booth on and flay gown. After staring for long, I withdrew my stares but my gaze caught Luca's stares. He had been looking at me and I just realized it. He had this smudge look on his face. I rolled my eyes and turned away, I won't be running again, he has seen me and I just realized that it's no big deal.

  I sat back on the chair and tried blocking what I was feeling. I should be happy he is married but I was far from being happy, in fact I was bittered and jealous.

  "Hello"

I turned immediately and he was right in front of me with his family. The lady has a beautiful smile on her face as she stared at me.

  "You must be Jenny, right?"

"Yes"

I responded, trying to smile.

  "Well I am Ella and My husband has said so much about you. When he saw you sitting here, he pointed at you and said, see the lady who almost made me missed marrying you"

  I smiled at her,"nice to meet you, Ella. You have a beautiful daughter"

"Thank you my dear, most of us are so lucky to have kids that look like us and being married at an early age, you get to grow up with your kids. Wait until you see my son, he is eight"

Ella exclaimed enthusiastically, turning to Lucas who was standing near the daughter. He watched me intently.

I looked away and smiled to myself.

  For the fact that this lady talks like this, it means she is threatened by me. I don't know what Lucas might have told her about me but it must be serious for her to feel this way towards someone she is meeting for the first time.

"I quite agree with you, I always tell people to marry their age mates and grow with their kids. There is this feeling you have seeing yourself growing with your kids''

I stated and she raised her brows

"How would you know?"

   I did not get to answer that question of hers because that moment Michael and Mitchell walked towards me carrying loads of dresses.

  The lady might think she is the only one who has got kids. Funny enough, I have two of my own and I am proud of them. I will have to see her reaction when she realizes that I am the mother of these grown up twins.