83: DON'T BE AFRAID

Daniella was standing still, her head held down as she kept on picking her fingers. She hasn't looked up for ten minutes since she entered the room. She wanted to raise her head and look at Davids but she was afraid of what she might see in her eyes. 

She was afraid of the words that might come out of her mouth. As much as she can't accuse her of placing her in the hospital bed. 

Davids on the other side didn't know how to start a conversation. She heard how weak she was and how She can't stand up and move aside and allow Daniella to come to share her bed just like the day they were locked in the detention room. 

She wanted to make her comfortable, even though this was just a hospital bed she still wanted her to be comfortable. Daniella feels like her second home, she is alive when Daniella is around but that she can't force her to accept!

"Can..I...I get you something?" Asked Daniella while trying to take a step towards her. 

Davids turned and faced her, she forced herself to stand up but Daniella was too quick and they bumped knocking each other on their forehead. Davids fell back on the bed and Daniella followed lying on top of her.

Davids wrapped her hands on her waist to hold her still and prevent her from falling over. She was trying as much as possible to hide the pain that Daniella was inflicting on her wound.

Their eyes interlocked, and their breathing could be heard, rapidly, faster, like drum beats. 

Davids moved her hands up to her stomach and returned them to her waist. 

Daniella was lying on top of her, absent-minded, she was lost in Davids's eyes. They were like a maze that was difficult to get out of and the puzzle wasn't yet solved, she didn't know how to move out of this maze, her eyes.

Davids used her might, she wanted this time, this moment to last in their memories, to be banned deep into their munds. She didn't want this chance to go to waste.

She applied pressure on her left arm that was encircled around Daniella's waist and turned their position. She placed Daniella on the bed and climbed on top of her. She pulled out the needles from her hands and returned to licking her eyes with Daniella.

Daniella was hopeless under her, she felt emotions, her legs were weak and her body was giving in. She has thought that the tingling feelings she was having when Davids used to touch her cheeks were because of the metallic rings she had in her fingers, the truth, it was the effect that came from the touch of Davids. 

Daniella looked at Davids, she felt safe under her, she wanted this, she wanted to be held the way Davids does at this moment. She cares for her, like she is delicate she is an egg that needs to be handled with a lot of care.

She imagined herself in this position with Vin, Vin would have already forced his way inside her and they wouldn't be having this moment of letting each party take in the moment before they begin.

That's why, looking into Davids's eyes, she wants this tonight, she wants Davids tonight. Sh doesn't want to back away from this she wants Davids to take her in any way possible. 

She lifted her hands but was hesitant to make them reach Davids body. 

"You can touch me, Dee, don't be afraid," she said to her.

Daniella stretched her hands and went to the place she had always want to touch. Her scar. She traced her fingers from the left eyebrow where the scar starts from and slowly moved her hands slowly down until they reached Davids's lips.

Davids watched as Daniella trailed her hands on her scar, she wanted to groan at every touch that comes from Daniella's touch, moan out and her the pleasure she feels when she touches her but she was afraid Dee might not be prepared. She was scared that Dee will shove her away and chicken out of the place.

Instead, she moan inside her soul and hissed silently not wanting to create attention.

But things got worse when Daniella placed her hands on Davids's mouth, Davids Couldn't control herself anymore, she let the moan that she had hidden escape out of her mouth.

Her eyes turned dark, like a wolf that was about to meet his mate, they were hooded with every moan that came from her mouth. 

She looked at Daniella and waited for a signal that will tell her Dee is all in this, but she couldn't see any signs. She thought of going or making the first move but decided against it again.

The more Daniella pressed her delicate, small fingers on her lips, the more she kept groaning, moaning and wanting her more.

Davids suddenly pressed her hands on Dee's waist. The moaning and the pleasure-pain that she felt made it hard for her to focus properly. 

A slight moan escaped from Danella's mouth, she arched her back upwards and crushed her lips with Davids. 

Davids was shocked but her urge didn't allow her shock to surface. She opened her mouth and let Daniella take over and lead her in this.

Daniella was surprised by herself, she didn't want to think about what will happen after this, she didn't want to imagine what will happen if her mother or Vin walks in on the two of them making out and being intimate, NO! What she was thinking of, is how sweet, how infectious Davids is, how their lips are syncing together and how this has been her first proper kiss that wasn't forced, she didn't want to get out of this, she didn't want this nightmare to end, and if this nightmare was ending then she wanted to die with it!

She was stiff when Davids didn't give her an entrance into her mouth and was thinking of the wise. Her decision was corrupted when Davids finally opened her mouth and allowed her to take the lead.

"Lord, this is so good I can do this till I die," thought Danella n her head. She caught Davids off-guard and she quickly went on top of Davids.

"You smell good Davids," she blurted out while kissing Davids. 

Davids wanted to answer her, kind of thank her, but her lips were captured in another kiss and she was rendered helpless.

"Wow, slow down there you pretty little cat," thought Davids to herself. She wondered why she has never seen this side of her. She wondered if Vin ever made her feel like this. She questioned herself if she was really into it and was considering this as something special to her or just another make out the way they usually have it with Vin?

She wanted Daniella to know that this was special to her, and she was special to her. 

"Dee, Dee," she removed her lips from Daniella's teeth. 

"Mmh," Dee answered while trying to get Davids lips back from her. She was furious and she turned her look towards Davids.

"Can we please stop?" Asked Davids while trying to adjust her hospital gown.

"Sorry, did I hurt you?" Asked Dee in fear. Sue started looking at Davids body and the wound that was dressed but she saw that she was okay.

Davids lifted Dee's face from her wound using her finger. She wanted to see her face. She wanted to see the emotions in Daniella's face.

Daniella slowly lifted her head and they interlocked their eyes once more.

"Are you sure about this?" Asked Davids.

Daniella looked at her and didn't know what to answer. She didn't know what was wrong with her. A second ago she wanted Davids, she wanted her so badly that she couldn't control herself. 

She looked at herself but didn't know what she wanted. She didn't know if she wanted her now but not forever, she didn't know if she wanted this night only and not other nights.

She thought of what to tell her, she was alive with her kiss, she felt emotions, she felt somebody wanted her and cared for her. At the back of her mind, the warnings of her mother and boyfriend were dancing like ghosts who were waiting to play on her any minute.

Davids looked at her, she regretted all this, sue regretted allowing Dee to know to kiss her, to touch her. The could see regret in her eyes. She wants ready, she was still in denial about them. 

She knew she wasn't a Saint either, she had made a promise to Natalia, which she jas broken in this bed, she doesn't know if she will ever face Natalia in her face and tell her that she cannot take it any further!

"Am sorry Dee, Davids said trying to sit on the bed. Daniella tried to help her seat but she was quick and didn't need her help.

As much as Davids is acting cool, she is frustrated. She doesn't want Daniella to see that side of her. She has never seen her parents shout at each other or throw their frustrations at each other. This is what she was trying to do, she was trying to hide that side of her and pretend that she was cool with Daniella.

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