321: I am Sorry.

I was untouchable as my senses came back. My head was how focused and I could hear my baby asking me a lot of questions. I couldn't answer any of them as calming them was also hard. Zeke and Rose were now crying too. I could see through Ashley that she was almost losing it and she didn't want to look at anyone, she hid her face on the sofa pillow. I knew it was tragic and they were waiting for me to say anything. Brian was on my side as mum Vicky was sitting with the children trying to calm them down. She agreed to take care of them while Brian and I headed to the hospital. We promised to meet Mr. Black there. Ashley jumped out of the site and followed us. I wanted her to stay behind and be there for the kids but at the same time, I wanted her beside me to make sure that I was not losing it.

I hugged my kids and rushed out of the house. Mariah came to help Mum Vicky. I know it's difficult to be there and at the same time, your child is in a bad situation. I was grateful that she decided to be back there and look at the babies. I could trust Mirah and her to be there for the kids. 

At the driveway, the car was ready and I jumped in, Ashley and Brian jumped in too and they were beside me trying to make sure that I was calm. Dominic told us that his team was guarding the hospital, and for Mr. Black, he didn't have any need for us, .he was not picking up his phone. Brian didn't pressure him much. He knew he must be shocked at this time of the night. It was dark and it was painful to have your child go through that.

My heart was beating as rapidly. The only thing I could do was ask myself to be brave for Davids. I must be there for her and make sure she is doing fine. I wanted her out of the hospital and walk out. . She is my person, the only one who understands me deeply.

 I loved how she took care of me both intimately and in other ways. She made sure that I had everything. My life was of interest to her. 

I know she was mad after discovering my secret, but one part of her heart was not that mad, she just couldn't believe that I betrayed her. I was supposed to make sure that she knew everything but it was stupid of me not to bring things up sooner.

The next drive was a stat in the hospital. I jumped out after Bria and I didn't need directions as to where I could find Davids, the guards at the door led us to the place where everyone else was at. Annie was sitting next to Andrew and Mr. Bkack was standing staring at the door in front of her. I didn't know what to tell him. Davids was her daughter, the daughter she was proud of. She didn't anything to happen to her. She was brilliant and promised him to take care of everything. Seeing Mr. Black standing there, lost in his thoughts made me feel bad for him. 

I rushed and didn't even greet Andrew and Annie or even speak to the guards, I was at the mercy of Mr. Black, asking him to forgive me for putting her daughter in this situation. Everything could have been avoided the same day that I came here. Davids was supposed to know everything and not be hidden from her.

I am so sorry for putting her in this position, I am so sorry that I made her get into this situation. I didn't want anything like this to happen to her. She was the only person who loved and cared for me. I didn't hear sooner about what I did. I am sorry Mr. Vlack.

Mr. Bkack stared at me once he heard my voice and my hands trying to clutch his trouser. 

He picked me up and hugged me tightly without saying anything. He shushed me to keep quiet.

"You don't have to worry about anything. She will be done, maybe that's what I hope for. I know that we can't change things, everything has been said and we are accepting the situation the way it is. She was angry at herself not at you. She couldn't believe herself getting angry at you for something that everyone was okay about. It's just her anger working out."

I wanted to believe him and think that everything is okay. But the more I kept standing there without any news from the doctor or anyone, the more I felt helpless to even think that everything was going to e fine.

             "Are you the family?"

The doctor was out, I hope that he is going to make us know where our fate stands, and what we can expect after this. I was revoking the spirit of buying a casket in my mind. What was in my mind was how she was going to walk down that aisle, place a ring on my finger and kiss the air out of me. That is what was in my mind.

We turned around and looked at him. He was holding a board in his hands and he started opening his mouth. Doctor's have a funny way of telling you something. It's not like I loved it, they threw a lot of suspense when it come to that. 

"She is okay, nothing is wrong with her. She has some broken ribs and she kept calling Daniella, I don't know who that but I think she might need that person in there while we are working on him."

That's me, I am coming right now, can I?

I didn't even wait for the doctor to finish talking, I jumped in there but was held back because I was supposed to wear protective clothing to avoid infecting her. 

She had tubes running all over her body. From hands to mouth. Her mouth had an oxygen mask tight on her and her head was in a badge a clear indication that he had hit her head and crashed it. Her arm was in a sling and it means she has broken it. The only ones that didn't have a white bandage on her were her legs, they were perfectly fine. She seems long in bed and I asked the doctor if they can get an extra long bed which they agreed to. 

I sat beside her, watching her silently. She had her features intact. Her infinity tattoo was still with her and it was visible, the scar on her face was still intact.

 I love the way she looked like. I don't know if the head has been affected after the accident but I know she is going to be fine no matter what.

I caressed her hands and looked at how she was breathing slowly while trying to be calm. It's like she had a lot of things going and she was trying as much as she could to be okay at the same time. 

I wanted to hold her, be with her in that pain, and even take away some of her pain but I couldn't. All I could do was just stare at her. Watch her chest rise up and down. This was the good part because it told me that she was still here with m and breathing. 

I sang the stupid song that she loves, it was a jazz song and all I could do was hum to it. I know she will hate me for doing that but I am going to make sure that she gets everything that she needs. The tune was all that I wanted. She gently squeezed my hands. The doctor said she can hear everything that I am doing.

I kissed her knuckles. 

"You have been nothing but a good person to me, please, recover quickly, The kids want you. You should have been the worry on their faces when they saw your face on the television. Nimo shouted the loudest  They couldn't keep calm. They want you home. Everyone wants you home, the family outside is expecting you to wake up, I want you to come back home it has been cold without you and I miss you very much baby, I miss you sleeping next to me and holding me until morning. I promise I won't be snoring loudly again, and I promise I will stop throwing my legs all over the place and sleep calmly.

She squeezed my hands again and o could see a smile escaping her face, she is listening to me. I wanted that to happen, I want her to hear me the same way she had been on my side without hesitations. I smiled at her and kissed her forehead I wanted her home with me right now, I am the one supposed to hold her tightly and make sure that she gets out of this situation without any problem. 

The people ousted walked in and they stood next to her. Ashley was shedding tears like a baby as she sat next to me trying to console me but the truth, I was the one consoling her. Davids is going to be fine and she had nothing to worry about.

Mr. Blavk smiled at me and I nodded. He was among that Davids was breathing and didn't have any serious injuries. Turns out the wedding will be postponed until the day when both of us are ready to wall in the aisle again. I have nothing to worry, about, for now, all I have to worry about is Making sure she gets her life on track.