Chapter 80

     Peter held my hand, I could see tears in his eyes, I felt a needle being pierced into my heart,I wish I could tell him that I am not mentally disturbed, that I am really seeing people that he can't see, but I am in no position to tell him.

        I am in an asylum, meant for people that are mentally Disturbed, I would only prove them right by saying things that are actually happening, "I will be going now, Reth just be safe for me," Peter said, as he kissed my knuckles.

      " I will" I said as I choked on my saliva, I started coughing and the guards gave me water, I looked at the water It was red, like blood, " an illusion,they want you to misbehave before peter so he would actually think you are mad" Athena said.

     She was by my side, like a soldier, " drink Reth" peter said as he urged me to drink up, I was coughing profusely but I had drink from the disgusting bottle, I wanted to throw up when I placed it in my mouth, it tasted like blood, " drink more" he urged.

      I was screaming within me, I took a little sip and I stopped coughing, I placed the bottle back on the table my mouth taste really awful, why can't they see what I am seeing, just a little I was holding the tears in my eyes," bye my love" peter said, as he blew a kiss on the air.

         I caught the kiss, then stared at my empty hands," let's go" the guard sad and I stood up, I walked back to my cell, I guess I am back to Raymond, " my happy" he said while jumping from one edge to another.

        " Back to the lover boy" kailani said, I sighed, this horrible, I have peter whom I love so much, and here is Raymond who thinks I am his happy, " you came back!" He said, he pulled me in for a hug immediately I entered the cell, now I am guilty because I promised to stay with Peter.

     Now I am having an affair with a mentally disturbed person because he thinks I am his happy, " who did you see?" He asked, how do I tell that I went to see my boyfriend, it would be heartbreaking

       " I went to see my friend" I replied as I went back to my bed, "ok do you need a massage?" Raymond asked, I was in no mood for massages, just need some time alone for now, I don't want anyone clinging me like a clip, " aye aye captain" Athena said, and I was repossessed, it's better we talk while my eyes are shut, I need to leave here.

" Ok, should I sing for you?" Raymond asked if he was restless," Raymond,go to bed " I said,why caressing his face? He seemed to be obedient. He went back to his bed, I felt bad doing it to him, but I just wanted to be alone .

    I am losing my mind, everyday, " we should study the security, we can always stop time then leave, but if we do that we can't go back home, because they would know an inmate escaped" Athena said, it was really a nice idea, she always comes up with the nicest idea.

       "Really Reth,that's discrimination" kailani said, I imagined her face she would be standing with folded arms and lower lips pooped out like a baby begging for candy, " yea, you got that right" kailani said, I giggled a little " what's so funny" Raymond said, I opened my eyes but meet a pair of eyes staring at me.

     I jumped up immediately " seriously Raymond, what were you doing?" I asked, he sat back on the bed, " I couldn't sleep, just wanted to see your face, a little" he said wow he is going to see me everyday, and yet he wants to stare at me all day,we are even in the same cell.

     " Raymond !" He lifted his hands up, as I yelled his name, " I know I know, I am acting like I am obsessed, its just that…. I was starting to believe you were actually gone, seeing you again is something I can't believe, that you are here" he said, and my heart melted.

     I know he is sad, but I need rest I just wanted a time to think, I can't be tortured for the rest of my life, I had to drink blood after a slight cough just to prove that I am improving," oh Raymond" he walked up to me, " why did you leave?" He asked.

     I had no answer to his question, I never left, neither did I stay, I was never there, but I can't risk it," I wanted….I wanted" I couldn't forge a lie that could match the situation," you wanted to explore?" I guess he has completed it for me 

     " Yes" I replied, he hugged me," you would have taken me with you,you know I will gladly follow you to wherever you are" he said I felt pity for him, he would have died if he wanted to follow his lady, maybe life gave him a second chance.

      " Ok Raymond I want rest And you should as well...but in your bed" I said as I broke the hug, he Sighed," you will never change" he said as he reluctantly walked back to his bed, then I went back to mine," therapist reth'' Athena yelled as she laughed, " seriously,act like a goddess Athena" I replied.

     " I am no godess to you, I am your friend" she added, I slept back on my bed and we continue our conversation," so Reth how about we stop time then compel everyone who is in the building including Raymond, we would tell him that he never met his happy,and he is normal" kailani said 

    Wow that's a nice idea, but isn't it like wiping his memory, it's really precious to him I said," but it's the reason why he is suffering" she added