Chapter 79

 " No I am not" I replied, we took our bath, then we were given our drugs. I never take mine, because I am not mentally ill, nor do I want to know what the drugs do to me, it might make me forget who I am ,I won't take that risk.

      "Happy, why are you taking oat, you don't eat oatmeal" Raymond said as we were given our breakfast, how does he know?Oh shit his happiness doesn't like oats as well. This is going to be harder than expected. How do two people have so many similariti

      " Hey!!!Someone over here!!" Raymond yelled while using his spoon to hit the cell gate,what is he doing?, A guard came with a frown on his face," what is it Raymond?" the guard asked, Raymond held the gate firmly," my happy doesn't like oats,give her something better" Raymond sa

     I was shocked, he is doing this for me, I almost cried, my vision was blurred by tears, I could see vein popping out, as he yelled at the guard to change my breakfast, the guard agreed and I was given a proper breakfa

     " My love,do you like it?, He asked as he fed me the food,  " yes, I love it thanks" I replied, he fed me with so much love, " I thought I lost you, they lied to me they told me you are dead, but I told them you are still alive they thought I was mad but I am not mad" he sa

       This is really going to be hard, " I am not dead" I replied, in a low tone I don't know if I should be lying to him or tell him the truth, " yes I know you are not dead, you even look younger than I remembered" he add

    My heart broke, " Reth, we can help him get over the feeling but it's a gradual process" kailani said, I felt a little bit calm as I finished the food, " you look skinny,I know you haven't eaten breakfast in a long time" Raymond said, I feel so emotional he is showing me so much lo

     Makes me remember Peter, I miss Peter so much," happy, come" Raymond said, he always distracts me when I am thinking of Peter. I guess we can heal ourselves, but I have no intention of staying here for long because of him, I want to get this over wi

       "Will you dance with me?" He said as he pulled me towards his body, looking at his eyes, he really wanted me to dance with him, "sure " I replied, he held my hands then placed my arms on his shoulder,as he held my waist,we danced slowly for a while, then he kissed me aga

     This time there was no resistance, because I wanted to kiss him as well. We kissed for a while, luckily Kailani and Athena didn't distract me, I felt myself giving up all the restraint I built up away, I guess I could let myself lose a litt

     He hugged me, right after we broke the kiss" thank you happy, you made me happy" he said, we broke the hug when a guard came, " rethabile,there's someone here to see you" the guard sa

     Fear crept into my soul, " do you have any fear that might lead to Amy visitation" I asked Athena. She smiled. I knew she would be thinking otherwise but after the last encounter everything I am doing on earth might be someone else's fe

      " No, my fear are way dangerous than a visit"  Athena said, she is not helping, " she is not rethabile, her name is happy" Raymond corrected, the guard,I swallowed hard, shit I hope the guard doesn't protest, he glared at 

      " Happy, you have a visitor" the guard corrected, I exhaled, " she is not going anywhere, she is mine" Raymond said as he pulled me to his body, oh this isn't what I expected, " don't take my happiness away from me!" Raymond yelled ag

      I am making the situation worse for him, and myself," I will be back my love, just a visit" I said while caressing his face, I could see the fear in his eyes, " the last time you left, you took too long to return '' he sa

    If only he knows, that's his happy never came back, I felt sore in my throat, I have been holding a lot of tears, "I promise to come back to you" I said before kissing him, his grip loosened, then I followed the guard, who was waiting patientl

     " This way" she said as she led the way, I followed her and I saw Peter, sitting patiently I was shocked to my bones, " Peter, he is here" I missed him so much,I ran towards him and he stood up immediately, and took several steps backward

     I was depressed, instantly he seemed to be afraid of me, I wanted to give him a hug, " sit down rethabile" one of the guards said, I quickly took my seat, then peter shakingly sat before me, " re-reth, how are you doing?" He asked, I could see his hands shaki

        I ignored the question, I have grown to hate that question, how will they ask me such question when I am in an asylum, against my damn will, " re-reth, I just wanted to tell you that I forgive you for having an affair outside our relationship, I will still love you, no matter what" Peter said and my heart melt

     Though it was just mere illusions, he still loved me, " I will wait for, I love you" he said, as he held my hands, I couldn't help the tears that were gushing out of my eyes, this is simply heart breaking, why can't they show them what really happen

     This was Peter's fear, that I would cheat on him, it was also used on him, thy even made him beat me because of his fear, " I love you too" I repli

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