Chapter 141

    I woke up as early as six, we need to leave early, there's enough compelling to do, Athena and kailani were tith Sade all night long, I could hear what they were saying, I couldn't sleep either.

     My mom was awake as well. I assisted her in doing the chores even when she insisted I rest, I could feel myself getting weaker from all the stress, but I just want to feel like someone's daughter even if for a few hours more.

     " Reth, did I offend you by bringing Sade?" Athena asked, she was more depressed than I expected, I couldn't say anything but look at her intensively, " rethabile" my mom called me distracting me, " what are you looking at?" She asked as she stared at kailani.

    I knew she didn't see anything, " nothing Mom, I just missed my old life" I said, my mom was overwhelmed. She pulled me in and hugged me, Kailani was behind her, I was staring at her as well,they were both sad.

      I knew, but I am Depressed as well. They both materialized out of the house at the same time, like it was planned and my heart skipped, I broke them, I hurt them, " Reth, Reth . rethabile!!' my mom yelled, bringing me back to reality..

     I stared at her, looking disorganized, I think I have done something bad, I shouldn't have listened to a demon, over my best friend in the whole wide world, I would have disappeared out of the house but my family was present

    I can't make then believe I was an actual ghost, I can't take that risk, " what are you thinking about" my mom asked, I won't want to stress's her but I feel lost, " mom what advice will you give a person who decide to choose worldly pleasure over true friendship" I asked hoping she would give me answers corresponding to what I had in my mind.

        " True friendship is worth more than worldly pleasure to my daughter, it's something money can buy, and it comes with a lot of sacrifice" my mom said, I knew she was Confused, because she knew I had no friends, nor do I have access to worldly pleasure.

     " What am I bugging you my daughter" she asked again, but I have gotten what I wanted, she has said what I wanted to say, now I know what I want to do and what I need to say, I stood up from the wheelchair then, I walked outside.

    Looking for Athena and kailani, Sade followed my brother outside to get something for my family, I could materialize to where they were because bi am trying to manage the little energy I had, I won't want to die in a plane.

     Or in the airport, I walked outside slowly then I saw them Lying on the ground, facing the sky, " Reth, what do you want?" Kailani asked, I knew she was pissed and sad, " I came…. I…. Please" my brain can't process words.

     But my heart hurts, I feel so guilty, how could I be this stupid