Chapter 149

     I sat on my butt, with my head in between my thighs, I hate my current state. This is the first time being angry with my guardian angel, like seriously his job was clearly spelled in his name. I hate it when I try doing something and it's not appreciated.

    I haven't been in such position in my entire life, everything that has happened to me uptill now has been a living nightmare, they all look and seem like a bad dream, i don't believe anything , if anyone had told me they had similar experience i would laugh my ass out because it all look animated.

      ‘’ reth’’ haniel said i raised my head to look at him, i shouldn't have yelled at him if he could dom something i knew he would, besides he has helped me through bad times, i just felt so frustrated.,No

     I felt punished,and used, but haniel could not defeat them demons they were ancient anyway, now the war line is near, i have no idea what a spiritual war looks or feels like, i am just going to be left without valid information.

     ‘’’ haniel;, do you know what the war ;looks or  feels like?’’ I asked hoping he would give me a valid answer, not parables, I don't have the energy to waste, ;;’’ yed reth’’ he replied and I let out the air I had been holding for so long.

      ‘’ it's a spiritual war, a lot of gods and goddesses are talking about it, if you would want to be part of it, you will need to be spiritual present, for the spirit controls the physical realm.’’’ he said i was paying attention to bhsi every word, ‘’ reth, when the war begins i want you to know thatth esky is you starting point.

           He calls himself my guardian angel yet he's not guiding me, then what's his use for crying out loud I scurried to a safe place, to to have a little bit of rest, my frautration knew no bound

      I sat on a leveled ground with my head between my thighs, feeling frustrated, I was at it all to end now, no more patience, " Reth dear, come closer" Haniel said as he stretched his hand. I looked at him with teary eyes.

       It was really bad yelling at him, he has helped me alot, I think it's a. A test of trust and faith, I hope anyway, " I am sorry" I said with my head bowed, I was so stupid to say those things.

      "It's okay Reth, I understand your frustration" he consoled, i fell back on the floor as i started at the weirdly shaped clouds, ‘’ what does war feels like’’ i asked out of curiosity, now the war is close i need all the help i can have,

‘’ spiritual war, is nothing like physical war, the war has begun even without your knowledge, spiritual was comes with the feeling of hopelessness, and frustration,, they want to kill your spirit so you would be weak , if you give up now they will return victorious, 

   Haniel said, i expected more from spiritual war. They want to break me first, before executing their plan , but I will prove to them that I am stronger than they can imagine. I stood up , wiped the tear in my eyes, ‘’ how do i remove kailani's body?., i saw the joy in haniels face he has been waiting for this day for a very long time ,

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