Felt nothing

Eric's POV

I hit the steering wheels with anger before resting my head on the steering. 

How did I let myself get into this, how did all this happened without me knowing, how did I allow myself fall in love with a woman I was supposed to hate. 

I closed my eyes and could still see the anger and hatred she has for me in her eyes, those were the things I said to her, and now she is playing by my rules. 

I started the car and drove back home with Victoria in my head, she has panic disorder and I didn't know, I don't even know anything about her and, yet she was my mate. 

I drove back home, and noticed my driver standing by the gate with curious eyes on me. 

"Welcome sir".he lowered his head in respect  

I nod my head but did not say a word  

"Are you okay sir?".he asked with concern in his voice  

"Yes, don't worry about it ". I flashed him a weak smile before handling the keys to him  

"Sir".he called me back 

I turned and stared at him  

"What is it?"  

"Sophie is inside, she has been waiting for you" 

I nod my head and walked away. 

I got into the sitting room where my housekeeper was arranging the table for dinner  

"Welcome alpha".he greeted  

I nodded my head at him and walked upstairs to my room, I went into my room and noticed the shower was on, Sophie was probably taking her bath. 

I sat on the bed and took off my shoes and socks before pulling off my shirt, leaving me with just my pant. 

I noticed Sophie coming out of the bathroom, totally naked with water dripping out from her body. 

I stared at her and realized there were times seeing her naked who have turned me on but not this time, this time I felt nothing, absolutely nothing. 

"Hey ".she greeted  

I ignored her and stood up from the bed, I went to my closet and picked up a clean towel from my drawer. 

"Eric".she called out my name, but I ignored her and went inside the bathroom. 

I pulled off my pant before pulling off my underwear. 

I step into the shower and took a quick bath  

I step out of the shower with my towel around my waist while I step into the room 

I got into the room and noticed Sophie was only dressed in her panties sitting on the bed  

I ignored her, went to my drawer and took out a clean underwear and put it on it 

"Eric".she called out my name again  

I turned my gaze at her but did not say a word 

"Thanks for the car".she beamed at me while she stood up from the bed and tried moving closer to me, but I shifted away from her  

"Are you still mad at me ?". 

I ignored her, sat on the couch and put on my laptop  

She walked up to me and sat beside me with her curious eyes on me  

"I've been calling you for days, but you've been rejecting my calls".she murmured like a child 

I stared at her with irration before speaking up  

"What do you want?". I asked in a cold rough voice  

She moved closer to me before speaking up  

"I want you back, I want my Eric back ".she murmured in anger  

I shake my head and took in a deep breath before speaking up  

"I was never yours, I don't belong to anyone". I stated those words and stood up from the couch  

I put on sweatpants and left the room,  

I went downstairs and noticed dinner was already served on the table. 

I walked to the dinning table, took a seat and stared at the food in my plate,, but I couldn't eat. 

I stood up from the chair and walked out of the house 

"Should I come with you sir?".my driver asked  

"No, I'm going to the woods". I replied while walking away. 

I left the house and walked into the woods filled with tress and bushes. 

I took off my sweatpants and started running into the wood, and within a minute, I shifted to my wolf form. 

I howl in anger, pain, and frustration as I kept on running in the woods for hours, until I was exhausted and then decided to go home. 

I walked back to where I kept my sweatpants, I shifted to my human form and put on my sweatpants before leaving the woods. 

I got back home and noticed my driver was still waiting for me,  

"What says the time ?". I asked  

"1 am sir".he responded while staring at me with curiosity  

"It's late, go have some rest". I declared those words as an order for him, before walking away. 

I climbed upstairs and went straight to my room with my body dripping with sweats as I opened the door to my room. 

I opened the door and noticed Sophie knelling on the floor in a submissive way with her both hands on her laps. 

I ignored her, went to the shower and took another bath before returning to the room 

I got back to the room and noticed she was still knelling there with her head lowered to the ground. 

"Get some sleep ". I muttered out coldly 

"I'm not in the mood ". I declared firmly and sat on the bed  

She raised her head and stared at me with wild eyes before she moved closer to me with her knees 

"I'm sorry, master, if I offended you".she whispered in a low seductive voice that always triggers everything in me, but not today, today I was really empty and felt nothing. 

"I'm not angry with you, I'm just not in the mood". I stated firmly while I stood up from the bed and sat on the couch. 

"Let me put you in the mood ".she muttered those words in a low, seductive voice. 

She stood up from the floor, lay on the bed with her legs wide opened before me. 

Slowly she caressed her breast with her fingers, while she seductively put a finger in her mouth while staring at me with a seductive look  

I shake my head, stood up from the couch went to the mini bar in my room, took out a bottle of whiskey and a glass. 

I walked back to the couch and noticed Sophie was still running her fingers seductively all over her body. 

I poured out a drink in my glass and took a sip of it while I stared at her, 

She moans loudly as I watch her inserts a finger in her, slowly she stokes her finger in her pussy before adding more two fingers in her hole 

She flipped her head backward as she stokes her fingers in her while she moans loudly, but nothing I felt nothing. 

She pulled out her fingers in her and stood up from the bed while she kneels before me  

"Punish me master, but please don't ignore me".she begged in low submissive voice. 

I groaned in anger and frustration before getting up from the couch. 

"Everything is not about sex, there is more to sex ". I muttered out angrily,  

"What else can you offer me apart from being a good submissive in bed, what else can you offer ?". I asked, frustrated at myself as I drank all the whiskey in the glass  

"Get some sleep " I muttered those words as an order before climbing on the bed  

Nothing, I felt nothing.

Victoria's POV

I stared at in him anger as I watch him leave, I tried getting out from the bed, but I noticed needles were pierced in my hands. 

I groan angrily and sat back on the bed while I tried to calm myself from the anger I was feeling inside me  

Again I had another panic attack all because of Eric's uncontrollable anger, even when I begged him to stop he refused. 

I stared around the room and noticed I was in a private room, I looked around and noticed my purse was on the table beside me. 

I went for it, opened it, and was relieved when I noticed my phone was inside. 

I took out my phone, and noticed I had  few calls from Kelvin.

I clicked on his number and called back his number, it rang a few times before it was picked.

"Vicky, where are you ". I could notice Kelvin was worried by the tune of his voice. 

"I'm in the hospital, but don't worry, it's nothing serious ". I tried assuring him, but he wasn't convinced. 

"Hospital?".he asked in shock 

"What are you doing in the hospital?".he asked in panic 

"Don't worry about it, I'm fine now ". I assured him again, but he wouldn't listen. 

"Did Eric do anything to you, did he touch you, tell me Vicky don't hide anything from me".he pleaded 

I shake my head before speaking up 

"I'm fine, he did nothing to me, I just had a panic attack". I assured him. 

He kept quiet for a while before speaking up 

"Which hospital are you ?".

"Don't worry, I'll call you later, I have to go now". I did not let those words finish from my mouth before I ended the call, 

I breathe out in relief and dialed Sonia's number, it rang a few times before it was picked 

"Hey girlfriend".

"Hey Sonia, I'm in the hospital". I murmured tiredly, 

"Why, what happened, did you have another attack ?". She asked worriedly

"Yes, but I'm fine, I'll come back home tomorrow morning"

"Are you okay, do you need me to do anything for you ?".she asked

"No, I'm fine, I'll see you tomorrow".

"Alright bye".

I ended the call and kept back the phone on the table beside the bed 

I relaxed back on the bed and closed my eyes in pains

With my eyes closed I remembered all that happened few hours ago 

Eric almost killed me today, today I had the worst attack in my life all because of Eric's anger and hatred.

He hates me so much that he wanted to kill me at all cause

I opened my eyes and DOM Tim eyes flashed in my head, thinking about him, I felt my heart pounding in excitement as I still felt his touch in me.

I love this man, I love this stranger, and I can't deny it.

I closed back my eyes and forced myself to sleep.

I woke up the next morning by the sound of my phone ringing, I went for the phone and noticed it was DOM Tim calling.

I stared at the phone, and wanted to ignore the call, but I couldn't, I was still drowned to this man.

I took in a deep breath and picked up the call, 

"Hello ". I spoke almost like a whisper 

He kept quiet for a while before he spoke up 

"You voice is down, are you okay ?".he asked with so much care in his voice that I felt my heart beat increased 

"Yes, I'm fine ". I tried speaking in a firm voice, but my voice came out weak, 

"Don't lie to me, is everything okay ?"

"Yes, I'm fine ". I tried assuring him 

He kept quiet for a while before he spoke up 

"You left just like that, is that how you do things?we had sex, and you just left like that, and you refused picking up my calls".he spoke angrily, 

hearing the tune of his voice I realized he really cared for me and my actions might have hurt him, I was so glad hearing those words from him, at least he doesn't see me as a one-time sub.

"When is your shift, I wanna see you".he muttered those words in a tune that has no room for argument.

"I'm on night duties". I replied him 

"Very well then, I'll see you tonight, take care of yourself ".he calmly muttered those words with so much care in his voice 

"Bye". I whispered those words and ended the call with a big smile on my face, 

He cares for me, and even wants to see me again.

A nurse walked in and checked my vitals before she allowed me to be discharged.

I left the hospital and boarded a taxi home.

I got home, paid the taxi man and went inside the apartment and noticed Sonia was home.

I could see the shock and surprised look on her face when she saw me walking in, 

"You are back?".she exclaims in shock, 

"Yeah, I have nothing to do at the hospital". I murmured tiredly and laid on the bed with my back.

Sonia sat beside me on the bed while she stares at me with curiosity 

"What happened".she asked, still staring at me, 

I took in a deep breath before speaking up 

"Eric almost killed me ". I murmured out in anger, 

"Eric?" She asked in disbelief, 

"Yes, he almost killed me ". I muttered out in anger 

"Why, what happened ?".she asked still in disbelief, it was obvious she thinks Eric won't hurt me 

I sat on the bed and explained everything to her while she listens quietly.

"That was it ". I muttered those words while standing up, 

"He wasn't going to kill you, he was just jealous". Sonia expressed those words like she was so sure of it, 

I turned around and stared at her with folded arms, 

"Jealous?". I asked in disbelief

"Why should he be jealous". I asked angrily 

"Listen Vicky, Eric loves you, with all you just said it's obvious he is into you ". She grinned at me with a mischievous smile on her face, 

"That's impossible". I muttered out quickly, 

"Eric doesn't love me, he just doesn't want me to be with another man because he wants to have my body to himself all in the pretence of  being his mate". I continued angrily

"All he wants from me is my body and nothing else". I stated those words firmly and went for the fridge.

I brought out a bottle of water from the fridge and poured some in a glass before taking a sip of it.

"When will you ever believe that this guy is so into you ". Sonia spoke up, 

"Never, I will never believe that ". I stated firmly and went back to the bed 

I noticed my phone ringing, I went for the phone and noticed it was the doctor calling, quickly I picked up the call 

"Hello". I whispered in fear, hoping nothing was wrong with aunt 

"Hello Vicky, how are you ?*

"I'm fine, is my aunt okay ?". I asked in panic

"Yes, don't worry about that, I'm just calling to inform you that the machine and drugs are here, and we will need you at the hospital for some paperwork ".he started firmly

"Thank goodness". I murmured to myself with a smile on my face, 

"I'll be there tomorrow morning". I assured him 

"Alright, we will be expecting you, do take care of yourself".

"Thank you ".

I ended the call and kept back the phone

"Is everything alright?". Sonia asked, 

"Yes, the machine and drugs for aunt and I, are in the hospital". I beamed at Sonia and lay on the bed 

I was happy, really happy.