Chapter 1

"Aron, don't do this to me please" I say desperation leaking from my voice. Tears fall freely from my eyes as I look at the person who claimed he loved me, that he'd do anything for me to be happy, that I wouldn't get heartbroken again, the same person who's about to break up with me. He looks back at me face set in stone, the love I saw in those eyes gone. "I never loved you Arya, can't you get that?". The statement makes no sense to me. How could you never have loved me. I told you everything there was to know about me, things I have never shared with anyone else, I laid myself bare for you, to see all of me. "You told me you'd love me no matter what" I say voice cracking from the pain. He looks at me and chuckles lightly. "We've been dating for six months now, and not once have you allowed me touch you, is that how you show your love?" He asks and I can feel shock coursing through me.

"You're breaking up with me because I haven't let you have sex with me?". The disbelief in my eyes is clear enough for him to see, but he just acts like he doesn't. He doesn't want to see how much he's hurting me right now, he doesn't want to see the pain in my expressions, he doesn't want to feel guilty for destroying the perfect future we'd planned together. "You're breaking up with me because of sex?!!!" I ask again voice amplified by anger. He still doesn't meet my gaze, so I stand up from where I'd knelt begging.

"Look at me Aron!!!!". I grab him by the shoulders and shake him. He pushes me away and I stumble into the tiles. "What did you expect me to do?" He says scorn lacing his words. "I'm not a machine, I'm human. I have wants too. I have desires too. You can't give yourself to me, then fine. I won't date a distrusting girl". He turns his back on me and runs his hands through his hair. I don't even know when the sobs escape me, I know I cried though. I cried hard. "You said you'd wait for me" I whisper. "You said you'd understand".

The door to his apartment opens and a girl comes in. Silky black hair, alluring figure and beautiful face. Just like me. She looks at the scene in front of her and ignores me, simply moving to Aron, she places a kiss on his lips. Aron isn't shocked by this, and the next moment his hand is travelling into the Hem of her mini skirt. She giggles and shoots me a glare, then leaves him and goes into his bedroom.

My shocked eyes looks to Aron but he's still staring at the retreating figure of this girl. A girl who no doubt is my replacement. "How long have you been sleeping with her?" I ask, suprised at the calm of my own voice. His attention snaps back to me and I can see the look of shock in his eyes. He'd totally forgotten I was here. "How long?" I ask again and his eyes drop to the floor. "How long Aron!!!!!" I shout and he snaps back at me. "Four months!!!". The way my heart jolts at this surprises me. Four months.