Chapter 120

"Sooooo, how would you want us to start this little discussion?" I say wiggling my eyebrows at him. It would seem my brother was less concerned about what I was saying, as he just looked into the bowl of pasta that he was eating, and had so easily prepared, while I just stay there asking for something of the fifth time now, how he would want us to begin our little discussion.

 I had him roped in with little effort, and i think that just goes to show exactly how much effort he was actually willing to put into getting me to understand him.

"What is the point in all of this anyways??" Oakley asks as I can see she Is so delighted at the way my brother is deliberately making me have a hard time at knowing him more.

 I know, I know, the whole notion of it sounds stupid even to me too, but still I find I actually do want to know more about my brother. It is a a shame that I do not know much about him as it stands, but yet I still actually want to get to know him.

I think that is the part that Oakley had actually been trying to point out all this while. It would appear to her that making me nervous and uncomfortable while I tried to get my brother to have a serious talk with me, is the only way to tell him how i actually feel about the matter but as much as it is true I still fo not want to admit it.

Why should i admit something as embarrassing as not actually knowing anytging about your own brother. Scott basically knows each and every thing about me, he knows me more than i know myself to even be honest. The question would be how exactly should such a thing be happening, right??.

Well it's practically simple. Its just that I am an inconsiderate jerk who hasn't deemed it fit to ever know more about her brother's life than he deliberately let's on.

"Scott pleaseeeee" I say looking into his face, and letting all the frenzied eagerness at my wanting to know more about hom come out. Oakley only chuckles at the opposite seat and i shoot her a glare. It seems she is deliberately trying to sabotage any and all plans i wouod have of ever getting Scott to agree to this.

 I almpst think of staring another epic speech on how it's going to strengthen our relationship as siblings, or how it's going to enhance the bond between us and possibly give us magical powers, but i abandon all that the momenyi see the real emotion he's trying to hide in his eyes. 

I had never thought i would have seen anybody afraid at something as simple as just getting to talk with your own sibbling, but yet i find that is exactly the emotion that is in Scott's eyes. What should ba making him scared about talking to me??.