Chapter 155

I had been wondering exactly why Adrian had systematically cleared out this whole area, I was wondering why his bodyguards were systemically telling each and every person to leave.

"Did he actually rent this whole place?" I ask Oakley. She simply nods agitatedly and i am mind blown. Exactly how much would it cost to rent a fashion house, a fashion house that is this huge and has this many outfits just so one person could have the privacy to shop as much as he wanted.

"Isn't it a bit unfair?" I ask Oakley all the while keeping my eyes on the Gucci track suit i was currently eyeing. She raises her eyebrows to look at me like she doesn't know what I'm implying, the naughty look in her eyes though tells me she knows exactly what I'm talking about.

She knows that I'm talking about the unfairness of this whole situation, exactly how did my brother get such a caring guy but yet still refuse to pay any attention to him, why would Scott be the one to get my dream person, my dream person who would flatter me with outrageous gifts and grand gestures like this one. Reserving down a whole fashion house, a fully-fledged expensive fashion house just so someone could come shopping, it is as outrageous as it is endearing.

I would like to state at this point that I am having two weird emotions clashing in my chest, two weird emotions that make me feel a little bit weird myself the more they persist. This little, well I wouldn't calling little again at this point, this huge act that Adrian is making towards my brother scares me, it scares the living daylights out of me.

I wouldn't say I don't know of exactly the sort of sexual orientation some people have, but yet I can't say I've had so much experience with it, all I know is that everyone is entitled to their own opinion, everyone has a choice to make, it is everyone's individual choice exactly what they decide to do with their lives and so it is no one elses business whatever happens, it isn't anyone else's business whatever someone decides to do or who they decide to hang out with, but yet I know that for an idol that is totally untrue.

That is totally untrue in each and every possible way imaginable, it is my disappointment in myself that brings this fact out into the limelight. The same way I had expected Adrian too hang around a girl and make the rest of his fans scream at this, his fans that consisted of over twenty million people, jealous people no doubt m

I'm guessing it's the same way I had expected him to act all mushy around a female that almost everyone who knows him is expecting the same sort of relationship from him. Exactly the same way I had expected him to show up one day with cute Instagram photos of him and some girl, and hashtag it #love of my life, I'm guessing that's the same way some other people are feeling.

I'm guessing that the same expectations that most of his fans had expected him to fufil.