Chapter 243

"So this game that you want, how do you know it would rather go to another person?" I ask him, and his house take on something of a dark look.

"Well I'm not really sure if this game would rather go to another person and not me..., but yet it always looks that way".

"Why???" I ask him, enunciating each and every letter "why do you think it would rather go to another person?".

"I don't know..., I just feel like it".

 I shoot him something of a displeased smile at this, and I don't know why I'm getting so agitated at this topic.

"Who's dumbass now?" I ask, and the delightful smile that creeps up his face is simply too sweet for me to watch. I'm sorry about my eyes, I have avert my eyes and try to calm my heart down.

If we are talking about me, which is very probable, then I would rather like to clear some things out to him.

"First of all, if this is a person you are talking about, why not ask first before you start jumping to any conclusions?, and are you sure this game or this person wants to be with either of you. If you ask me with the way you are referring to it, I would say that you are rather unsure of yourself. You are rather unsure of yourself that I'm sure you haven't familiarised yourself with the opinion of this game, and so you are simply deciding to try your luck whichever way it goes.

Your aren't supposed to be taking such matters for triviality".

"I'm not really taking it so trivialx he says and I practically shush him at this point.

"You are unsure of yourself, and that is what matters. You're unsure of what you want and what is your stand at this point. My first advice for you, is to seek out the opinion of this person, or this game, or whatever it is that is bothering you so much, and secondly I would rather you stop feeling so bothered over it".

"Whoever told you I was feeling bothered??" he says, deciding to deliberately torture me, and I shoot him one of the most deadliest looks I have ever been able to conjure up on my face.

"Whatever, at this point you still seemed a little bit concerned about whoever this game is going to, and need I point out that if this game is actually a person, which I suspect it is, you do not get to own It. Throw away that notion from your head. You can never own a person, a person is as free to do whatever they want and to choose whoever they want, and as far as my opinion goes, as i recently fell into this, in such things it's really not nice even".

I just replayed what I said in my head. It does not make sense to me. It did not make sense to meeee, the one who said it...., and instead of me to find a confused look on Clay's face, I find an amused one instead.