Chapter 244

"You know I have this sort of feeling, that weird feeling at the way you're getting so agitated at this?"

"I'm not getting agitated" I say raising my voice up a little bit to sound menacing, even at everything I do that smile still lingers on his face. 

"You just muttered incoherent nonsense" he says and a blush creeps up my own face.

True, I admit i muttered nonsense, I muttered nonsense that did not make sense to me, the one who said it and I wonder exactly how my brain can find new ways to embarrass me in such a way. I wonder how some people even under intense talking, their brain makes an active effort to streamline their thoughts and to make it at least a little bit sensible.

Even if people were talking about the strangest topics, the sort of topics they knew nothing about, at least they would still be able to mutter something a little bit sensible right?. What I had said just now is totally stupid, it's totally stupid because it does not make any sense to me, it makes no sense at what we are even discussing about.

"Can we start over?" I ask him a little bit shyly and he nods his head delightedly.

"Yes, yes we can start over".

I take in deep breaths as I try to organise my thoughts. I don't want to sound like an idiot a bingo in front of him yet again, because we were inevitably discussing about me. I also wonder exactly how he could have the nerve, how he could have the nerve to come to me with such a discussion when he clearly knows that I would know it was me we were talking about, but I'm guessing I was the one who had solicited for this discussion in the first place. I was the one who told him to lay his problem on me but yet I find out said problem is weighing me down instead.

"You like this person don't you?" I ask him, and the soulful passionate look in his eyes almost makes me choke. It almost makes me choke on my breath and I secretly chide myself for that.

"Yes I like this person very much" he says, and instead of me to ask why do you like this person, or what makes you like this person, I simply go straight to the point.

"If you like this person, you will respect their take on this thing. If your hypothetical question is to be believed, then there is another person who this person secretly likes isn't it?".

His eyes become drawn down and for a moment I don't believe we are talking about me. I don't think he'll be able to act like this in front of me if he was talking about me, at least his eyes will be on me or his attention on me, but yet none of those things are happening. He's simply giving me a barrage of emotion with each word I say.

"There is someone else this person likes, but I am only suspecting it though I'm not sure" he says as a side note.

"If there is another person then..... I would suggest you should respect whatever decision she makes".

Author's note.

Hey dear readers. Please bear with me if the novel is progressing a bit slowly, I'm still a new author and this is all new to me, also I don't really have enough time so please bear with me. I promise to have a revised version posted next year and I hope you look forward to it. If by any chance the update you downloaded is containing incoherent words, then please redownload the book. Merry Christmas and a happy new year😍😍😘.