Chapter 247

The ride home is a little bit silent and slow for my liking, Oakley isn't with me as she has something else to do and I just managed quite luckily to catch Scott on his way home.

I'm guessing he goes home early so he can attend his music class and I can see the sort of fear that is on his face. I can see the fear and mortification that is there at attending a class that had made him undeniably happy before what happened yesterday happened. I simply shake my head at this and I practically shove him in the back.

"Hey!!! what was that for?" He asks me, one of his most deadliest glares already on his face.

"Why are you acting so hesitant?" I say and it seems he's caught by surprise at this. I think he doesn't know that I am constantly watching him now. I think he doesn't realise that he is now constantly under my radar and I am constantly looking for any slight change of emotion that he might be going through.

I also know what it is to be at this place, this undecided place where you can't really place your emotions but still can't really let them go.

"I'm not hesitant" he says, even his voice is coming out a little bit shocked and this makes me mad.

"You know that Adrian shouldn't really be a reason for you to stop doing what you love doing" I say to him and he shoots me another one of those decidedly evil glares.

"I didn't say that I will stop doing whatever I love doing" he replies and I realise I have been a little bit too presumptuous with my observations, but still, there is always the faint possibility that he might simply decide to give up singing because it reminds him too much of Adrian.

I fear he might decide to lock that sweet voice of his away because it reminds him of a friend who had betrayed him, or someone who was something more than a friend and who had totally proven exactly what my brother was worth to him right in front of our eyes.

I whip out my phone and I check out the latest news on Adrian. Surprisingly there's considerably much and my heart basically palpitates at this.

Why should the activity around his life be so much. Entertainment news has a way of making you feel you know everything that is going on in a celebrity's life, meanwhile it was only picking out the most important parts, well the most important part which it can get its hands on anyways because I doubt a celebrity adopting a new puppy is in any way important, but still my phone is basically awash with new messages and new snapshots of him.

I scroll through and take everything in at once. I scroll through taking in all the information at once and getting undeniably angry each and every moment that I continued looking at my phone. Well it would seem someone wasn't really as pitiful as I thought he would be.