Chapter 288

How did you even get into the house in the first place.

How did he even get in in the first place. I haven't seen this coming. I didn't see him coming and I don't think anyone can really get here without my permission.

As much as the gate is always open to anyone who comes in, I am still the one who has to unlock it.

If Scott and I are out of the house, the gate is always closed and I have been out of this house more than once now, then exactly how could he really have gotten in and snuck this letter inside.

I am looking at the piece of paper on the floor like it is my worst enemy, like it is something that I cannot fathom and something that I cannot explain 

Exactly why is he doing this. I mean even with the pleasant conversation we had at school, we had a pleasant enough conversation at school so why should he make things more awkward.

He shouldn't make things more awkward by doing this, I mean a letter!!!!, what should make a girl more nervous than a letter.

It's not like I still like Aron.

Okay I still like him, but I don't like him in that way because some part of my heart still hurts at what he has done to me, even if he has explained his reasons but still he shouldn't just go around dropping letters willy nilly, i mean what if Scott had seen this.

He would have given me such a disapproving glare and I would have felt so guilty, like I was trying to hook up with Aron once more, what am I going on thinking aboutm.

I throw the stuff away from my head as I walk slowly to the piece of paper that is on the floor.

I pick it up but I realise I have my eyes closed. It was almost like in an instant, on pure instinct, I do not want to read this letter.

I do not want to read what is contained in this letter because I know that it is going to break me in some ways.

It's going to break this resolve that i have wrapped around me in some way and I do not want you that.

I am feeling well enough already, I do not need a letter to come and start tugging at my heartstrings, what could he have put in here even, what could he have put in here and how did he sneak it in.

That is still a lingering question on my mind?.

If Aron by any chance has unlimited access to this house, then I won't feel safe, I won't feel safe knowing that any minute from now he could simply walk in with a smile on his face and I wouldn't be able to stop him.

This house is my safe haven, I don't think I want to exchange it for anything else in the world, even for a letter from Aron.