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Why does my heart betray me so much, why do I always end up like this, broken, shattered, unable to be happy. Why do I always have to go for the wrong guy???.
Arya has tasted the absolute worse when it comes to finding love. Subservience, unfaithfulness, heartbreak, abuse. She's had it all and now that Asher says he's through with her, she's reliving the experience all over again. Four times she's given her heart out, four times it's been returned to her broken. But why does this seemingly uncaring guy make her want to unfold her barred heart, why does he want to make her plead for him to love her?
Follow Arya's story as she finds the true meaning of Love and as she finds herself again.

Fall in Love with me, please????

I open my door, blanching my face.

This is the face everyone is used to, this is the look that everyone is used to, this slightly bored and looking exquisitely perfect look.

I have to use the word exquisitely perfect, I have to use the word exquisitely perfect because people tend to avoid you when you look that way.

You can practically see it in Oakley's eyes that she does not believe I am perfect, she does not believe I am perfect so she tries to try to get on my nerves each and every time but yet I Arya....

I practically have to chuckle at this because she thinks i am perfection. She thinks i am the most perfect, she feels I am perfect, my elder sister thinks I'm perfect and I have to smile at this.

I am probably the most imperfet person. I am practically the most imperfect person but yet I do not show it.

You do not show people your imperfections, you did not show people imperfections because they might use it against you and I should be sounding very insecure now.

I should sound insecure even to myself but yet that is what helps me get through my days.

That is what helps me get through my days without any bit of hurt.

The only pain that I feel is pain from a scar that I have on my heart.

The only scar i have is from when father and mother died.

The only that isn't there from someone father and mother died.

The only one that is still there is from when father and mother died and apart from that I doubt they have any mo wounds on my heart.

I doubt I have any new ones on the tenders pieces of my heart and even the one that i still carry from father and mother's death, it is healing.

It is gradually healing and I am wondering at this.

I should not be healing that fast. I should heal that fast from father and mothers death.

I'm walking down the stairs with a confused look on my face. I was expecting to see my elder sister and Oakley but yet I'm surprised, I'm surprised because I do not see the both of them.

Heis practically sitting down on the couch looking slightly bored and confused and Oakley has the largest smile that she could have ever worn.

"What are you up to now?" I say walking over to her and sitting on the couch beside her.

She practically wiggles her eyebrows at me.

"Do you feel I am up to something??, why do you think I'm always up to something??".

I look at the clock and it's a few minutes past eight. I woke up seven.

"You are always up to something, correct me if I am wrong".

She looked delighted, she looks utterly delighted and I have to smile. I guess sometimes she's the most mischevious person that I know.

Sometimes she's the goofiest person I know and I certainly wish I had a level of goofiness to me. I certainly wish I had a level of goofiness because I sure know what I would do with it.

I would walk out into the world feeling like I had a whole rainbow inside of me and I was ready to let everything all out.

"Why do you look sad?" Eras says looking at me and I shake my head.

I shake my head because I'm not ready to pick a fight with him today. I'm not ready to argue with anybody today.

Let your answers be simple, go straight to the point and no dilly-dallying around the bush.

"Why are you here?" I say looking at him and he smirks.

Scott's pov.