Scott's pov.

I finished splashing water on my face and I have to take a good look at myself, i have to take a look at my hair because it has been getting darker, it is getting darker by the moment and I do not understand it.

I have gone to the doctor, i have been to the doctor earlier in the week and she said I should not bother.

She said I should not bother about it, that it was normal, that my hair was simply changing it's colour but yet even at the mention of that, simply at the mention of that I have to wonder if that is normal.

Do people's hair simply begin changing colour?, Do people's simply begin changing colour from a spiky blonde to this dark ebony.

I have to say that it looks good on me, it looks quite good on me because it makes me feel even more mysterious and withdrawn but still, I don't think that is helping me at all, that is not helping me at all especially without Arya around.

It is almost like she's making a conscious effort to get me to reveal more about my life.

It is almost like life is also giving her a helping hand to help her make a conscious effort as to this new inquiry that makes me nervous because exactly what have i done?, exactly what have I done to warrant the new interest in me?.

She annoys me sometimes, she annoys me sometimes with exactly how much she is trying to be in my life.

I mean I know that she hasn't been up to date on what is happening in my life, and I have been more than up-to-date on what is happening in her's but still that is normal.

 It is normal and it is natural for one sibling to know more about the other than the other does about themself.

Even when she was with Aron, the only thing she had the time to think of was really to think of him, and so now that she's not with him anymore, now that she's not with him anymore she begins thinking of me.

I feel like I'm something of a second fiddle, I feel like I'm something of a shock to her and I dp not want her to keep on making me that insecure.

I do not want her to keep on making me feel that way because it is not a nice feeling.

It's not nice to feel pressured to give somebody all about your life.

It's not like I am particularly troubled, you get what I mean by saying this right?.

She sometimes makes me feel insecure, she sometimes makes me feel insecure with exactly how much she wants to know about me.

She wants to know everything about me. She wants to know everything about me both the good, the bad and the ugly and I know that for the most part of it, which she's expecting is only the good.

She's expecting only the good but still I have bad parts.

I have a lot of bad parts.

I have a lot of bad parts that i have kept under wraps and if she keeps on being nosey like this, then she will find out one of them.

She would be bound to find out one of them and I do not think that she would like the resulting effects.