Chapter 362

Oakley sighs. She sighs very loudly at this almost like she cannot argue with it and she cannot.

She cannot because what I say is true, we had all thought we were happy, we had all thought we were happy in our respective relationships, but yet look at the end result. Oakley friggin had to leave her school permanently all because of the emotional pain this guy made her feel, and now, now he was blackmailing her, now I have to keep on enjoying the dirty glares that girls pass to me along the halls all because I was in a relationship with Aron and and then I had let a junior get away with banging him.

Well it's not like the girl is a junior anyways, I'm pretty sure that she's an expert in her own right and I do not want to think about that. I do not want to think about that.

The reason for Aron's and I's break up, whenever I think about it, or even makes me feel a little bit sad because is that really all?, Is that really all there is to a relationship?, is that really all there was to our own relationship???.

 We hadn't even officially started dating for how many months?, but yet he had been sleeping with another girl behind my back, is there no faithfulness?, is there no trust between the both of us.

Even if his mum had told him to do something like that just to annoy me or to get back at my parents for something that they did years ago, he could have come to tell me. He could have come to tell me when he did it the first time, he could have come to tell me when he did it the second time, he did not.

He did not tell me at all, instead he kept on wearing a smiling face in front of me, and then at the end of it all what happened?.

What happened at the end of it all was that I got to dumped like a bag of trash, in front of a girl who had no morals or values for her own body. I got dumped like something that had no worth.

I actually got literally told off by someone that I had known so well, Aron said that I had no worth to him. I meant nothing to him all because I did not let him have sex with me.

I had thought I was happy when I spent my days with him, i had thought was happy whenever I saw that smile on his face, I'm guessing that reverse is the case now.

Reverse is the case because whenever I see that smile on his face, I'm always reminded of exactly how he smiled at me. I'm always reminded of how he smiled and how he stabbed me in the back right after.

All right, I'm being over dramatic here but still that is exactly how things happened, that is how things happen sometimes.

We really need to put reason before happiness.

As Scott said, it is dangerous to let emotions rule over you.