Chapter 377

"Are you sure everything is okay with you?" Eras says coming up behind me and I have to open my eyes wide in surprise at this.

I have to open my eyes wide in surprise because I did not know he was standing behind me, I'm sure that he heard my confession of earlier.

Well, was it a confession, it was not a confession to be sincere but yet you get what I'm trying to say.

"I'm okay" I say looking at both people who are looking at me and Oakley simply shrugs her shoulders as she settles herself on the couch.

She puts her head on my shoulder.

"seriously, are you okay Arya?"

Eras says looking at me and I nod my head.

"Then why are you always acting agitated?, why are you always acting troubled?".

"Troubled?" I say looking at him and he nods.

"It is almost like you're consciously trying to make yourself more reserved".

"Isn't it a good thing for a girl to be reserved?" I say looking at him and he shakes his head.

"It is a good thing for a girl to be reserved in terms of modesty, but yet when you are consciously trying to distance yourself from people, when you are consciously trying to distance yourself from the people around you, it shows that something is wrong doesn't it?".

I have to roll my eyes at this, i have to rolly eyes mentally at this because exactly why does it sound like Eras is giving me a lecture.

We aren't supposed to be giving each other lectures, he's supposed to be planning how he moves back to England and I'm supposed to be here, still worried about it all.

I know I'm trying to avoid it, I've been trying to avoid this feeling all through the day but yet I can't right now. I can't right now.

I'm feeling really sad and sorry that he actually has to go back to England.

I'm feeling oddly bad at the fact too.

"What do you feel for me?" I say looking at him and surprised at myself.

Adrian is also surprised.

I am speaking of this topic right now, I'm bringing up this topic right now when everybody is packed into the living room, they might all be pretending to be asleep anyway.

They might be pretending to be asleep but they'll keep listening in on our conversation but yet I do not care.

I do not care, this is something that had been bothering me.

"What do you mean by that?" He says looking at me with eyes deep and soulful that i have to smile at him.

"You said you were looking for something before you went back to England"

"Are you still bothered about me going back to England?" He says grinning a little bit to himself and I nod.

I don't know why it bothers me this much, it bothers me is considerable lot and I'm back to what I was saying before.

"You said you were looking for something right?".