Chapter 151- Jealous.

Sebastien's POV.

I thought Dylan and Gabriel had news about Kath, but I was wrong they called me to ask if I also saw her, Dylan looked so worried for his sister, his eyes kept scanning the whole room like mine, I understood him, I was so damn worried, this city wasn't even safe yet, and also she didn't even know up to five places in the city, yet she was gone, what is she got into trouble, I didn't want that to happen, and if she did get into trouble and something happens to her, I wouldn't forgive myself for it, I wasn't sure I could, it will make me so distressed.

The guests were already leaving and from what I saw, Mr and Mrs Veneta were doing damage control which was good, at least, the people of the city won't eat her up.

I sighed as they told me they couldn't see her, I decided to check outside the VENETA'S vicinity, I sighed as I told them where I was going, they told me they would keep searching, I run off as I teleported myself outside, looking around, I couldn't see anything I try to see if I would see or even scent her, but it was to no avail, it felt like it was grasping at straws here, and it wasn't working at all, it was just futile.

I scratch my hair in fustration, I was sure my hair would fall off, with the amount of scratching I had done to it today, but I was frustrated and I couldn't even help it, I was just worried sick of what would happen to her and how she was faring, as much as I tried and willed myself to not imagine really stupid and dangerous things, I ended up imagining it, and it didn't help with how anxious I was about her whereabouts.

I searched the outside, round the whole Veneta Castle, but I did not find or see her, it's like she disappeared into thin air, and I did not like the eeerie feeling I was getting, it wasn't helping matters, if someone told me for once in your life as a Vampire, you'll be scared of something, I would've complained and told the person to keep shut, that I wouldn't get scared of anything, but right now,I was beyond scared or just anxious and worried, I was beyond terrified, and the way my stupid dead vampire heart that was designed to not feel anything, but has finally found someone to feel that way for, and now I blamed myself again, I messed this up, even when I did not want to, If I knew Melanie would cause whatever she just did right now, I would've sent her out of the party myself, willingly or through compelling.

It didn't help matters that I thought she wouldn't so anything, that just maybe she had matured a little, but I was so fucking wrong, she hadn't, she cornered Kath and now she said something that made her upset and hurt that she left the party.

My phone rung during my train of thoughts, I sighed, I did not want anyone disturbing me right now, I picked up when I saw the caller ID, it was Dylan, maybe he found something about her, I thought hopefully.

"You can come back home Bas, we've found her." He said and I felt like the weight of the whole world was lifted from my shoulders , I sighed in relief.

"Thank Goodness," I said softly, "She just came back or you met her there?" I asked.

"We met her there," he replied,"come on, she looks like she's upset, though she's trying to hide it." He added and ended the call.

I smiled, like I thought earlier, I didn't even care if she was still upset with me or still wouldn't speak with me, all that matters to me was her safety in this city, though I would try my best to make sure she forgives me, because I couldn't handle her not speaking to me, she meant a whole damn lot to me, that's why I will make sure she replied me, I teleported to the door of the house immediately, I opened and entered, the smile on my face slipped when I saw her facial expression when she looked up and saw me, "damn it." I thought inwardly, I was doomed, but I didn't mind, she was my baby girl and I would talk to her.

"Hey Girlie." I said softly and she stared at me, tilting her head slightly, I could see a flicker of emotions in her eyes, but she blinked them away, and sighed, I winced, I had hurt, and I couldn't help it, but my heart hurt watching her.

"I'll be upstairs." She said to no one in particular, but to everyone in the room, but mostly to me, I was happy she went upstairs, at least I could talk to her without being downstairs or interrupting anyone, or making them listen to this conversation.

She went up and I went after her immediately, I went inside and she just stepped aside closing the door, holding an expression that was saying "if you want to talk, then let's talk." 

She sat down and pursed her lips, "are you mad at me?" I ask.

She just sighed and shook her head slowly, "I'm not mad at you Bas." She replied softly.

"Then why are you behaving this way?" I ask calmly.

"I don't know." She replied and sat straight.

I frowned, she wanted to make this difficult for me, she normally told me how she felt, and I could guess it easily since I couldn't read her mind, but now it looked like I wished I could read her mind, maybe, just maybe I'll know how she really feels about it, this was really frustrating than I imagined it'll be, I didn't want to hurt her, I had no intention of doing so, but it somehow happened that way.

"Kath talk to me please, I know I've offended you, though you won't say it, but I know that I have." I said softly.

"I'm not mad at you, why are you insisting that I am?" She snap at me.

"I'm sorry if I'm offending you, but I'm sure anyone will be mad, with what happened at the party, and you left, I kept looking for you thinking something happened to you, and I blamed myself so bad for having a past that ended up coming to hurt you, but you're not even having it, you don't want to talk to me at all, you're just rubbing me off." I said.

"I'm not mad at you to be honest.", She said softly and for the first time, she let her guarded expression down, she wasn't mad for real, but I wondered what it was, why she left.

"I don't even know how I feel, I really love you, I really do, and I obviously don't want to get hurt by someone I love, and I know her attacking me was out of her own will, you didn't make her do it, and I'm not blaming you for that, I just got really Jealous, didn't know why though, I felt like it was silly, but I couldn't help but be jealous, and then I decided to leave for the house because I was feeling stuffy and I knew she won't just leave the party without continue causing a scene and I didn't want her to give the guests a wrong impression of me, something I am trying to build in this city, so I decided to be the bigger person and walk away and when I saw you I suddenly remembered how she talked like she knew you perfectly well, more than I do, and they didn't make me feel happy, but I'm not mad at you, you didn't do anything wrong." She said and heaved a sigh of relief after, she talked fast and I had to blink twice to process what she said to me, now I understood how she felt and why she left and was very relieved that she wasn't mad at me, I smiled at her and she blushed looking down, I could still take in her hair, for the party, she looked gorgeous, but it didn't matter if she thought that I did nothing, but what mattered right now was her forgiving me.

"I don't care if you say you aren't mad at me, but common courtesy demands that I should still apologize for that," I said and she stared at me, I held her gaze, "but I'm not apologizing because of common courtesy, I'm saying I'm sorry for troubling you." I added and she smiled kissing me on the cheeks.

She beamed at me and I smiled, this was the Kath I knew, I was happy we were back to this, and she got me smiling immediately, I kissed on her forehead.