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I jumped in fear when the door bust open 

“ Stop barging inside my room Carl”i yelled at my brother angrily 

“Uncle Dante is here” he yelled back and I rushed into the bathroom to freshen up

Uncle Dante was my favorite because he was always around whenever my father would go long trips,He call me his favorite too and have secretly been teaching her how to shoot,I know my father won’t be happy when he hears that ,its me and Dante’s secret and I don’t intend on telling anyone else he said his going to stop if i tell. 

After i freshened up,I quickly rushed downstairs 

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY “ Everyone yelled and my jaw dropped 

I turned to my Father and saw him holding a huge gift box and my mom was holding a huge pink princess cake ,i hated pink but I’m

A cold night

It's been two days since I was back in the real world.

He is all around me, he is everywhere I look

Is he scared 9f me being taken away again?

I don't think I can dismiss this thought I want to ask him

I want him to tell me it is because he loves me, it is because if I am taken away his world will crumble

I want him to open up and talk to me

But I don't ask him about any of it I just watch him and enjoy his care.

This is the first time I have been this close,

I am at his house lying on his bed,

He cleaned my bruises and redressed all my injuries,

I am sad I will be leaving soon, I know he thinks I will be here longer

He is caring and steals glances at me like a kid

He does not frown either, he is just blank

Like a white sheet of paper, I don't look at his eyes

I will see his emotions maybe he would smile if I said a joke,

I raise my eyes and look at him now, he looks handsome in his white sleeves.

He looks so innocent, he looks calm and there is something else,

Is that a veil coming off, I look more into his eyes

And he stands and leaves the room,

Is he scared of my eyes taking down his walls?

I use the opportunity to watch him leave, I watch his body flex as he walks, his height tower and his hair black as coal fall to the side

He is a beauty, a silent one that comes with the storm.

But it is all I want his storm between my thighs

I should not be thinking of this now, but it is his fault, he brought me to his house and he is in my head.

I think of what he has done with ruper,

I want to do it myself, it's been a long I used a gun.

The last time I used it was when uncle Dante was teaching me how to use one.

I still have my birthday gift tucked somewhere

It is time to know if a gun or a knife is better.

I think I would not like it messy

He walks back in goes to his drawer, he looks in my direction, I pretend to be asleep

I stare at his body, he takes his trousers off and takes a new pair of clothing.

He wears the tuxedo and arranges his hair

The scent that fills the whole room comes from his direction.

I don't move I just lie there and inhale

Chapter thirty nine